Oh well f... it was VERY stressfull. ;_; But I got many things done. - As you think everything is going well - you loose a teeth of ourse. - A dental crown. :V fuuuuuu~

: Still here. Not much going on with me. Had to skip bar trivia to avoid sharing my cold with the other contestants. At least I hope it's a cold. Haven't had something this bad in years.

I've skipped my yoga class today. Somehow, I've been feeling apathy a lot recently. I'm probably dissociating a lot. It kind of sucks.

That's all for me. Next week is a break from college. I'll focus on school stuff.

Hope everyone is good. [Edit] WeLP Dr called and wants to see me OTL (probs bc of bp damnit)

oh i saw the chat thread bc of u, i agree this 1 does end up kind of... not exactly formal but it IS pretty heavy, just like the vent thread; casual can be a lot easier 2 join in on; ill admit that i sometimes do not have it in me 2 do much when my battery is empty

that said, congrats on finding ur drawing mojo; ull excuse me if i find rick n morty less of my tastes, but im super happy 4 u that ur getting on ur metaphorical feet; i know the struggle there

i also love learning new things

i hope 2 see u around chatting more c: ill try 2 be as active as ive said ill be

oof losing crowns is ouch; my ma accidentally SWALLOWED 1 of hers 1 time... my sympathies...

colds are no fun & missing out on activities 4 them even less so; hope u get 2 go next time

i already made sad faces @ u in discord but GDI i hope u catch a mc effin break soon h e c k

hey thank 4 the new thread im gonna go roll around in it soon™ lol

"Heavy" is a good way to put it; like I peek in here and see all these kind of serious topics brought up and I don't want to interrupt with some inane, off-topic chittery crap lol. Not that I tend to be too chatty, but if I'm going to try, I'd prefer to do it somewhere that seems more appropriate for it.

Thanks, it really feels good to be inspired again! And yes, of course, I find that quite understandable lol. It actually took me a long time to give the show a chance because it looked like just a silly, crude cartoon (and it really is that) but last summer I finally checked it out and was instantly hooked. I guess you could say it's a hard show to love but for some reason those are exactly the types of things/characters/people I'm often most drawn to. =X

Aaand here I am chatting, but not in the shiny new chat thread, oops. lol

my pills arent doing as much as i hoped 4 but they arent killing me like the last set of attempts

last night was a bad night again

im hating the waiting game on the results of my labs

im catching so many pokemon in pokego & my roommate loaned me their lil pokego watch thingy since their ios update broke it 4 their phone until thats fixed so NOW THE POWER IS MINE 2 get all the stops that are normally 2 fast otherwise when we go out in the truck

which... is good bc i keep running out of pokeballs oops

Wait, so if you have the Pokemon GO Plus, you can spin Pokestops while moving at driving speeds? I didn't think I cared about that accessory but if that's how it works, now I really kinda want it. All the speed limiter crap they added really drives me nuts...if I'm a passenger (and they do make me affirm that I am with that popup, after all...) I should be able to collect stuff and see Pokemon no matter how fast I'm going.

Yeah, that's true, but I mean...uh, I guess what I meant was I'd feel rude jumping in here with my own stuff and not acknowledging any of the previous posts. I dunno, it was just hard for me to get started. ^^; But here I am, look at that lol

That is so true about inspiration. The number of times I have had true inspiration and followed it all the way through to creating something I'm really happy with...I can probably count on one hand. If I use the other hand, I can add all the rest of the times I felt that initial spark but didn't have paper handy or was at work or something so I couldn't do anything with it. Such a rare and brief window of opportunity and then it's gone; so lamentable. When I try to draw without that inspiration, it's like suddenly I completely forget how to even draw. I am simply in awe of people who crank out regular work like weekly comic strips. I think I kind of do understand what you're feeling with the "owing stuff" although I've never offered to do commissions (nope, too stressful)...but I was coerced into starting a screen printing business with my husband and I was supposed to provide the art. I've never been particularly motivated by money and nothing gives me art block like someone requesting a certain thing by a certain time. Needless to say, that didn't work out (for numerous reasons, but I definitely know I can't make a living from art, although it was kinda neat to see people actually wanting to buy things with my artwork on them). But yeah, no, I create stuff for myself only; if someone else likes it too, cool.

Oh for sure, life is too short to watch shows or really do anything unnecessary that you don't enjoy! I wasn't trying to say "you should give it a chance", just that it took me a long time to do so. I actually follow very few shows and just can't see what's so great about most of the really popular ones so I totally get the whole "different tastes" thing. So, what are your favorite shows?

@ atomic went ahead & stuck my reply in the other thread because i realised every single thing i had 2 say felt very chattery indeed! i definitely am glad u inspired the chat thread C:

4 ease of access u can find it here

-- edit: 10/10/17 since i cant post twice

my check in here is that its been an exhausting week; lotta doc appts & the lab stuff squeezed in; finally got 2 talk 2 my rheumatologist ab the results today

Things are finally, FINALLY getting a bit better! I've missed being on Subeta and just being myself in general. I'm looking forward to being more active again! ^.^

Hey, gang. I'm having a pretty good day so far. Minimal pain and discomfort, decent focus, stable mood.

My cat, Flash, is cuddling in 's lap. :) It's only been 15 days since I finally got to bring him home after five long years, and he was super duper indifferent to the potatot until about 10 days ago.

Bonus: he and my dog, Hamilton, regarded each other with wary interest instead of getting feisty 'cuz they don't really remember each other. Hammy still turns tail and runs for my room because he doesn't wanna get in trouble, but I'm okay with our progress.

(also I'm happily 85k+ words into writing a fanfic and still going strong, which is huge 'cuz I have the focus of a goldfish surrounded by glittery shinies.)

Flash is the cutest (still sad it's not Sonic). He's a small star already. Also, congratulation on your achievement. I haven't written anything that long in a small decade. Hopefully, summer will be kinder on me.

[Edit] Today was not a good day. I'm becoming more and more wary and asocial with people. In fact, I'd probably survive without having any in real social interaction aside from my family. Some people are gross, disgusting and mean.

I'm tired of being rejected. I do try my best to be someone up to your standard, and yet I'm always cast aside. It's complicated.

College is draining me as well. So much work will happen soon and it's teamwork. I hate it.

Tldr: Today was a bad day.

- very sorry you had such a rough day!! /passes the pillow fort materials. I hope things improve soon.

For the curious:

Flash is named so because the very first night I got him, I made the mistake of setting this teeny tiny runt of a kitten on my desk.

I'm having another good day. I've got a smoothie and some vinegary death from dairy queen, I went for a walk with at the park and we caught SO many spooky pokemon in pogo. Everything's halloween and nothing hurts except my hips, which hate me very, very much for GASP exercising.

Well. It's basically suffering until the end of my semester. I'll need to put water in my wine because the ride is going to be rough haha. Hides under the fort

THEN THE NAME WAS A DECISION OF FATE! (nvm Sonic, it's more fitting now)

I haven't played PokeGo in a long long time. My mom doesn't want to waste data and my house is located in a populated area with basically boring pokemons. (I have given up) I will carry you on my back. THEN IT WILL NOT HURT ANYMORE. Let's goooo hunt!