I can never seem to get to sleep on a Sunday night. I need some pizza who's with me? (or food in general?)

I'm down for some food. Well it depends on what I feel.

Whatcha feelin tonight?

A little buzzed. I had to go to court today for some shit.

Aw that sucks

Well it wasn't a bad thing, it was for SSI (Social Security Income). I've been waitin' for this shit for a little over two years.

Oh okay

But anyways, what are you up to. Sorry I haven't been on the passed few days.

I got a new computer

Right on, I'm hopefully gonna get one soon. Well a new one atleast. >.< This one Is a piece of shit. It's like from 2006. 8 years old.

Oh god. Well this was was around 250 bucks.

Oh shit. I'm about to get a better one and finally get to play some more, League of Legends. Hahahaha... Anyways, Sorry that it's been a while since I've posted. Shit goin' on, movin'...again... I got my girlfriend over and it's our 21 month anniversary. ^^ I love her so much. She may piss me off at time and be "a bit mental" as she would say, but at the end of the day, she's my best friend, lover, mate of fate, soulmate, and just my whole fuckiin' life. I honestly couldn't live without her. She means everything to me. She's my whole world. If somethin' were to ever happen to us... I dunno what I'd do... I mean, she was even there when I was goin' through withdrawals from shit, she was the only one there to be there for me. Stand beside me when I puiked and hold my hair back, caught me when I passed out and fell down/black out. Grab my inhaler and force it down my fuckin' airways when I couldn't on my own. She's just always been there for me when no one else would even give two shits and a fuck about me.

Sorry I just really love her^///^

Oh shit. I'm about to get a better one and finally get to play some more, League of Legends. Hahahaha... Anyways, Sorry that it's been a while since I've posted. Shit goin' on, movin'...again... I got my girlfriend over and it's our 21 month anniversary. ^^ I love her so much. She may piss me off at time and be "a bit mental" as she would say, but at the end of the day, she's my best friend, lover, mate of fate, soulmate, and just my whole fuckiin' life. I honestly couldn't live without her. She means everything to me. She's my whole world. If somethin' were to ever happen to us... I dunno what I'd do... I mean, she was even there when I was goin' through withdrawals from shit, she was the only one there to be there for me. Stand beside me when I puiked and hold my hair back, caught me when I passed out and fell down/black out. Grab my inhaler and force it down my fuckin' airways when I couldn't on my own. She's just always been there for me when no one else would even give two shits and a fuck about me.

Sorry I just really love her^///^

That's awesome. After 10 months I finally have a new boyfriend. One I can actually touch. ^(^u^)^ YAY

That's funny, well, the last part. But right on. How old are you guys?

I'm 20 he's 21. He looks older and I look like I'm in high school lol

It's all good/ I'm 22 and people mistake me for an older person as well. My girlfriends 22 as well but, like you, she still looks like she's in highashool.

It's gonna be great when I'm 30 hahaha I wear glasses and people say that I look about 13 without them

I'm glad to hear you got your SSI, it took me almost 6 yrs to be approved for social security disability and I was 37 when I started. After the court hearing I was denied and had to start over, they said I was too young (at 39 by the time that happened) and used my education against me as a reason I was able to work. That was a long time ago, I'm 59 now, but even after I was approved at age 43 they kept coming after me (reviewing the case) every 3 yrs til after I was 50.

Sounds as if you have a wonderful girlfriend, I'm sure that you treat her very well and both appreciate what you have. Sounds as if you're a match made in "heaven." I wish you all the best.

I've had insomnia since I was a child and now I'm 59, I don't like sleep at all. I usually exhaust myself into sleeping or fool myself by leaving the light on. If I'm intending to try to sleep I probably won't, my dad was emotionally abusive about it when I was only about 8 so I get anxious.

Looking young truly IS a good thing and you probably WILL look great at 30 and probably at 40 as well. I always looked 8 to 10 yrs younger (except when I was 18, then ppl thought I was 14) but in my 30's and 40's ppl were always astonished at my age, even at 48 I looked 10 yrs younger (I'm Irish, we have baby faces) but after menopause that all changed and I look my age now.

It's OK cause I had yrs of being a sort of beauty--though I never appreciated it, we never realize how pretty we are when we're young, we're so critical sometimes, but sounds as if you DO appreciate looking young and I hope that you don't think you're ugly. I was SO self conscious about being tall and big boned that I couldn't see my own face for how it looked! :)

I hope you are all having a good night/day and revving up for Morostide!!

I've been thinking the reason I have insomnia is my body has become dependant on the medications I take. I forgot to take them two days in a row and couldn't sleep for two days.

I don't hate looking younger it's just weird sometimes...