Anxiety has been related to health facing surgery on 3 hematomas on right thigh, turns out no surgery for now. In 6 months they want to check size of hematomas using ultrasound. I was worried about having surgery for that and recovering, so I could get my left hand surgery the same 2 surgeries done on right hand. So now I am slated to do left hand on the 3 of February. My left hand has been really bothering me for more than a year. I know what to expect with hand surgery, recovering, and therapy. I hate surgery, but the results with my right hand, make me excited to get my left hand in the same recovery space as the right. Right hand had carpal tunnel and removing trapezium to relief arthritis, for me both issues are hereditary. My 2 surviving sisters will be facing same surgeries on hands in the near future. My other anxiety is dealing with a family member causing a lot of drama daily.

HEY'ALL are you ready for some Christmas???? tell us about it.whacha got left to do???

i am a bear! just a quiet one! i forget how many moons ago i joined.

im already feeling a bit better after resting

i mostly lurk, but if i get messages i try to get back asap. i don't use subeta on my phone so if i don't answer i'm probably not home. and yeah kidney stones are a PITA

PITA I got to remember that one, it will save my potty mouth. I got one for you professional broom rider, tell me if you can guess. Just take off first letter, so there is no issue on subeta. You can leave it in my comment area. I couldn't find comment box on your profile. If it doesn't have one, I will smail. I didn't used to use subeta on cell, but I had surgery on right hand in June, and it was just easier for me, while my hand was in a case for almost 6 weeks.

i get that one! i usually think the main word a lot in my head. and i should have the comment thing on my profile?

EDIT: yeah i do! it's under my pets!

I got pissed off one time, and thought I use the wrong word to much. So I came up with professional broom rider with a B. I will check your profile again, I probably didnt look inthe right spot. But hey we comment hey we can work on our forum points.

if anything else, you can always contact Cherie or Jazmine here on subeta. they are friends of mine who can get in contact with me personally. or if you're in the FB group Subeta Hangout, im an admin there along with my two friends i mentioned. there are a few others in the SH group that can contact me personally too should i wander off and not say anything. usually if that happens, i'm in the hospital. but that isnt as often as it sounds like it is

Can you smail be your friends name, and title it with Vikturri's contacts 2019? So that way I can save it. I am in the subeta hangout on facebook. Thanks for the contact info!

i sent it! also i shall have to check the UN list on fb!

I got it, and sent a reply back. I hope it went through I initially go an error.

i got it!

Good I am glad! I was annoyed I got an error, but as we know that has been the life on subeta for weeks.

....finally I think I might be...almost ready haha...to leave the house that is. Camper is packed!! Need to add some last minute items...then to the bakery for cupcakes to take along...then I'm on the road! (in your direction - Lake Cachuma!) I have been more interested in decorating my camper than the house this year!

I am sorry to hear about your anxiety. I understand sometimes my mind races when I'm trying to sleep...I sometimes make myself silently count backwards from 150 by 7...150, 143, 136...re-directs all those racing thoughts and I usually fall asleep :) If I just count back one number at a time then that turns into it's own race...by 7 makes me slow down.

Okay...gonna get myself ready and out the door...

Hey everyone.. sorry have been around just occasionally.. , have a safe trip. Wishing everyone a peaceful holiday with family near!

Thank you anon for the lovely book , it was immediately read to my reader! A very nice early Lumi gift indeed!

that it has! some days it's been tricky visiting melody!

I just started using 10 mg melatonin I got from walmart over the counter and makes me sleepy, I take it right before I get into bed. But counting like you do might be a good idea. I try to pretend when I lay down, that I am at the beach under a palm listening to the surf.

I cant wait for things to get better here,it feels like it takes to long to do most anything here. But been here long enough, to know they will eventually iron it out. How has your day been? I went to the humane society just to look at different dogs, but especially the pitties. It was real hard not to open all the cages and bring them home. Especially one, she is 6 months and I can tell sweet personality and not a barker. My older dog is getting up there in age, and I know our younger dog will need a buddy if and when our older dog passes. Hard to think she is getting older, I have had her since 2005 at 4 months old with her brother, Her brother passed 2 years ago.

i just had to screech at brats screaming at each other outside my apartment and then called the cops on them. i've had a terrible week in general and im just done with people

Oh I get kids will play and scream, but prolonged period is unnecessary. I raised 3 sons, and always had their friends over. But I didnt tolerate screaming like someone is hurting them, because How would I know if they were actually hurt or in trouble and needed help. Shopping grates my last nerve with screeching kids, or ill mannered adults. Especially when they live on the theory that, everyone should know they have made an appearance in public and everyone should step aside let them cut the lines, crowd you, leave shopping cart/buggy in the middle of the aisle or have group meetings in the middle of the aisle. I try to be courtesy with everyone, thats how I was raised and to see people act like their the only one in a public space and everyone should act accordingly to their attitude/ego about themselves. Always happy to finish and leave the store.

no these were like 18-22 year olds. way old enough to know how to be respectful

Oh, but you are so right! Their parents screwed up in their raising there kids. Geez I know they had to have been raising heck, and loud music thrown on top probably.