I added in about her breathing at the beginning of my last post, she is breathing more shallow and shared the video link for my grandma. My dad replied to my fb post and said he played it for her and she turned her head to the sound and then fell asleep afterwards.

Eric and I talked about it last night and decided we are going to wait to go over. As much as I'd love to see her right now, I'd like to remember her as she used to be. We'll also leave at the same time and then Eric will come back to texas cause of work after. I'll stay with the family there for as long as I can.

, that' s how i was with my grandmother. and my aunt said (she was then taking care of her, since she lived right across the street, and just moved her across the road) that she had alzheimer so badly, that she didn't recognize any one.

i really didn't want to see her that way. :(

Now i remember her as she was with me. always cooking me yummies and hugging me. in her garden, or playing with her flowers.

grin. and Emma is going to be a GREAT big sister! and truth. they grow SO FAST that it would really be a waste to get them for him now. (even though they are SO cute!!)

Mommy, the piano medley was beautiful and very touching, thank you for sharing it! Crap, I used to know the clinical term for that breathing but it escapes me right now. I'm glad you'll be going to see her off, you may be one of the reasons she's holding on...give her your blessing to go, Mew! What is this moisture leaking from my eyes?

So I am putting in an offer for the following house

Link to House

This is one of two that I like. I like the other one better to be honest, BUT it would need work on it after I move in. The one I am putting bid on has new roof, new ac, new water heater. SO I wouldn't need to worry for that stuff for 20 years for most part. The other one would need a roof within the next few years. AND def a new AC in the next year. Which stinks cus the inside was more of what I liked. BUT money realisticly the one I am going after makes more sense. Besides I can make it my own.

Exactly and that's what I want to do with her memory. Plus there are pictures and videos from back in the day and stories from my dad and his siblings.

Emma will be great once she gets used to the extra noise and smells in the house lol. Definitely need to get pictures of that!

No, she'll be passing soon according to my dad and one of my cousins, just waiting for the news. I'm just happy she was able to hear the music that I played for her. I may ask my dad to play it again for her. I believe she enjoyed it :)

that house looks cozy for you and the furchildren with a guest or two from time to time. I don't know if you requested a foundation or not yet but if you can I would recommend it given the slope it sits on so you have peace of mind.

make sure she's smelling all the new 'baby' stuff you're bringing in the house. . that way, it will be easier for Emma when the baby is being bathed with the 'smell' that she's already smelled. wearing the clothes, etc.

heh. i remember the nurses coming into my room in a slight panic, because they couldn't find my kid. hahahaaaa they had brought him in for a visit, and i never gave him back. and i was half asleep with him curled up next to me. :D

ooooo, i like that one. i like it's on a hill (except gotta make sure that the driveway is clear during winter/snow) like that there is a carport to put the car under. like how large the kitchen is. (but i'd want to somehow, make a counter space next to the stove, instead of that 'box' or whatever that is. having 2 bathrooms is wonderful. and 3 bedrooms seem to be perfect.

keeping fingers crossed. (and yah. i would so much rather "make it MINE" paint, rugs, accessories, yah.)

and having all the "new" important stuff is Excellent.

PS... , GET BETTER!!! ❤

Oh that is a pretty house, I hope you get it!! :D

so sorry to hear about your grandmother - may she have a peaceful passing

- that's a really cute house! fingers crossed for you!!

Oh wow spacious yard and everything- it even has a carport so you can bring stuff inside in the rain/get to your car without getting wet. A house like that would cost 400k easy here in NY

Best of luck shnookums!

Music is powerful, Sis if nothing else and I'm sure there's much more it was calming for her, especially hymns. Death can be stressful, not only for those who are saying das vidaniya, but the one departing and its nice to be reminded that God loves us and wants us with Him

My grandma went home at 10pm (time in hawaii) 3:00 am cst over here. I'm glad to have been up with my family when it happened.

LOVE YOU HUGS HUGS HUGS!!!

I suddenly had extra water in my eyes when I read your post - hugs and condolences to you - may she be forever happy and peaceful

Yowls and hugs youI'm glad you were up with them, Kiddo. We're here if you need a hug or a shoulder

((hugs)) sending love and light your way for the coming days. Glad you were awake and were able to be with family during her transition. <3

I love y'all ❤ Thank you for being my family on here :)

The house looks great - and I agree, going with the one that has already had recent updates is a lot better than the one that might need expensive things too soon ❤️ I shall keep my fingers crossed that the offer gets accepted!

Woof! It's almost Moro!

Hey there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes! Moro is soon! <3