[-the-Meddler] I know, I got to beta test it when it was being opened by year joined. :P

Yeaaaaaaah they were... /sigh

I'm like insanely weary of Craigslist. Imgur and Reddit are at least free of murders x_x

Aw man D: That's messed up.

Its in-person cold-calling sort of deal. I refuse to do it, I really do. It's a waste of my time.

You did? Lucky! I only decided to give it a chance because my roomie talked me into it and we'd play together. I missed so much time on that game and now it's gone. 😭

I'm glad that's all in the past, really I hope so. Nobody seems interested in giving me a hard time or coming and taking over with old war stories. It's been very peaceful, but of course it's practically dead so that might account for that as well.

Yea I wondered about that...I hope it works out for you and the kitty. <3

So many thanks to the state of healthcare in the US, especially here in SC. >_>

OMG NO. That's no kind of job. Uh uh, you'll go bonkers. What are you up to tonight besides here? I am vending here, messing on the MP and with my avi at Gaia, babysitting Syndrone (HA) and listening to Star Trek while I talk to Narshe.

[-the-Meddler] Yeah, it was fun but also shitty at the same time?? The box sharks were my favorites lol. I still have the Kokeshi kimono.

Really though. Maybe it'll just quietly die? ¯(ツ)/¯

I hope so too, because Imgur is giving me hell and not posing -A-

Yep... If I could get a full-time job, I could potentially get insured :<

Especially with my social anxiety :D So screw off companies! Not much really. Looking for jobs and stuff. I'll have to print out an application at my mom's because we don't have a printer here. But why have a printer, when no desktop? Lol

LMAO I can imagine, being the early days of the game. I remember reading about all sorts of issues with zOMG but I still want it back. I remember the Kokeshi kimono! I had to have one when they hit the MP. Bought mine of course, since I wasn;t playing back then. Loved that thing at the time. Now I don't even have it.

I don't know now. Turns out that one of the owners is a software engineer and he might have the money around to just keep paying for the servers. I might be stuck there for a very long time, for all I know. Might be tomorrow too, who knows. All I know is I just redid my avatar and will miss their bases like crazy when/if the place does close. Were you there from day 1? On Terassus?

What?! That sucks! I'm sorry to hear that, poor kitty needs a home! D:

You totally need insurance in the US, god that makes me worried for you!

Oh yea like I can hear myself stuttering through a job like that too, dying of sweating and fear. No thanks. The roomie has social anxiety too so that's not for them either. At least you found something worth printing out and can do it free at your mom's. I'd have to go to the library. I don't have a printer and I do have a desktop lol. I'm sitting here getting anxious about tomorrow already, god, why couldn't they just give me an appointment?? Then I could mentally prepare myself for the timing and all instead of having to call in the morning? AUGH.

[-the-Meddler] It was more so how users treated one another... You were supposed to work together, but it was dog-eat-dog, screw you MMORPG. :/ I still have mine, I believe...

Oh lawd. Then why doesn't this dipstick com back and actually do something?? -A- I will too; they were tall and skinny but appealing, you know? Stuff was slightly pixelated but the details that were available in those slight-pixelations were really nice... Sadface. I wasn't around from Terassus, but I did come around some while after officially opening. Like some months or a year after open?? I don't recall 100% D:

Yeah, it does. I FINALLY GOT HER POSTED TO IMGUR GOOD GOD.

I know, I'm just too broke to afford it 😞 What's worse is I've had a job where I could easily afford rent and afford to go out without sacrificing something else for some entertainment. Since I never learned anything about insurance, I have no idea what to even do. Thank you, America, for setting me up to fail. 😕

I'm okay with working retail, since after I get comfortable with my coworkers/the store, I can manage not to go full blown panic and there's always someone who can take over talking to a customer for me. But harassing people, on commission? No way, I'd have a breakdown. Its not so much worth it, but worth a shot. I just don't want to go back to working at Bath & Body Works 😞 I wish the damn library near here had printing capabilities! But so many of them don't, frustratingly enough. I wish they had given you an appointment too, I totally get how that feels :( I hated whenever I had to call work, I'd freak out over doing it and wonder if I sounded like a gibbering idiot. >_<

I always played with friends so I never had that happen. Had jerks try to troll me but I trolled back harder. <:

IDFK man, I've seen him repeatedly on Skype and I'd message him over and over. He just ignored me. Finally I removed him from my contacts. If he wants to talk to me he can initiate contact and ask for my details again. I just don't see that happening. The owner of Trisphee has reached out to him and offered to buy it, and he told him he'd have to run it past the other owner then never contacted him again either. So who can even guess? I love those tall skinny bases, they were different but appealing.

OH I'M GLAD. Now I hope someone nice contacts you and takes her in, poor thing.

I understand, I'm on medicare/medicaid since I'm disabled and it's utter rubbish. I actually miss working but I'd never be able to maintain employment, boo. You're absolutely right - we are set up to fail!

What was the problem with working at Bath & Body Works? Really, your library doesn't have a printer? How lame! I'm so anxious about that phone call in the morning I cannot sleep. I've taken Tylenol PM and no luck. I'm stressing tomorrow because I don't know what's going to happen so it's a one way ticket to anxiety for me. I was glad to see your message, I felt alone.

As of this post, I have 8 more to go before I can enter the Blue Building. I have everything else but my 100 posts. 8)

[-the-Meddler] Unfortunately, I didn't and I blame that more on they weren't around 😞

....Dafuq. That's messed up. That is hella messed up. They really were appealing /sob

So do I D:

Never taught to do anything that was necessary to being an adult in America. Especially in my high school, if you weren't planning on going to college, you were a waste of time and they couldn't help you. 😒 Screw you too, guys. Screw you too. 😒

My ex's psycho sister works in that mall and I'd prefer not seeing her again. She thinks I'm scared of her; I think I don't want to talk to mall security about why she's on the ground 😑 Plus the customers can be the rudest SOBs out there! Tell them something is out of stock or isn't made, they have hissy fits. Grown adult women. Calm the hell down, sorry no one makes your giant votive candle holders anymore, it isn't the end of the world. Nope, no printers in the area libraries. Why library! I know that feeling >A< It'll get easier when the call is over and done with and you ideally have a new appointment!!! 💖

YAH!!!

I know it's hella messed up, and it's such a relief to tell someone about it! I mean I'm trying here and he's just totally blown me off. That's what tells me they don't care and won't be back.

Same at my high school. People hinted that maybe you could get a blue collar job but even those got taken quickly. And like in this area, the fast food jobs are taken by older adults with experience. A younger person can't get their foot in the door.

I see, sounds wise to stay away from working at the mall then. I got an appointment at 3:30 and wound up back in bed catching up on the sleep I didn't get overnight. I am of course going to wind up back in the bed. The fibro only allows me so many spoons (if you know spoon theory) and I will be burning through them all just doing this appointment and errands. We need some food in here that's for sure and I'd rather just go with my roomie than take my daughter. I spend too much when I take her! D:

Yeaaaaa I am almost there. I really do want a Bumbus, they're very cute and come in nice "colors".

Thank you for all the gifts! <3

[-the-Meddler] Asshats. That's the only suitable word I can come up for them, because that's utterly stupid. Why buy a site if you're not going to do anything but let it rot, after making these big statements? Way to look like Trump. :/

We didn't even get hints, it was "go to college or be a failure." America's education system needs some kind of rework. 😞 We don't know how to get insurance, because that was never addressed, even though those going off to college would need that vital bit of information too! 😒

At least you have an appointment for the day! Its a start, even if it's not the most ideal. At least you can catch up on sleep today? I wish you could have more spoons for your day, but I know it can mess you up down the line.

I'm kind of neutral on the majority of pets lol! That's just me though :P

That's just it - they look like Trump. They came on, made promises, then vanished like a fart in the wind. Why spend the money? Why not let it just stay up like icontrol was going to do. You know that even if it closed he was going to put up an avatar creator so we still could have made the avatars. ;w;

Hah! People who can afford college can stay on their parents' insurance until they're 21, I think? You get perks like that but not everyone can afford college. I certainly can't. If my daughter is gonna go it's all on my ex's shoulders. The school system is horrible, nothing truly useful for adult life is taught. I remember "driver's ed" never taught us so much as how to check the oil!

Yes I'll be leaving soon and you bet I went back to sleep. I had to build up a couple of extra spoons just for the errands I need to do. I keep repeating it to myself so I know I can check it off mentally as I go - doctor, pharmacy, groceries, bank. That's the most logical progression as far as locations of said structures I need to visit, unless of course the pharmacy is packed, then I will go to the bank then back to the pharmacy, then grocery shopping. It's annoying to have to plan like this; before I got sick I was one of those people who liked to get up and go places, who liked to drive. Now those tasks wipe me out and of course people assume I am just lazy. -_-

Meh I don't want a lot of them but I do have two of the same kind and sort of want to trade one of them in for the Bumbus if the queen is willing to change one for me. Then I'll pick some cute mutation and buy the potion. I like the pets but cannot see why anybody would want to have a whole lot of them. Mine are easy enough to feed via Celebration Gift and quests but if I had many more I think it would become more work than fun.

[-the-Meddler] They really do. Honestly, if iControl could take it back, to find someone else to take over, that'd be so much better.

Provided their parents have insurance :( Affording it and being able to get in at all. It's awful. Between the whole "go to college to get a better job" thing, the cost of school, and being treated like if you fail, you're a waste, it's so bad. Why teach anything necessary for the real world, that'd make sense.

I can understand it even if I'm not sick, as far as I know. I plan because it's easier to get everything done if I have it laid out, but it gets frustrating too. x_x There's a lot of stuff people don't get, and I know they don't get it a lot of time. There's a difference between lazy and being sick; my fiance's friend is lazy--hell, he would skip his physical therapy and now complains about how his leg hurts! 😒

I don't know how people do it with tons of pets. I know I have a couple but I'm figuring out what to do with them. Some will have profiles and stuff. I know it does become work for some people, that's for sure and I wonder how the hell they manage D:

The owner of Trisphee talks to me in my hangout thread at Syndrone and he is willing to take it over. They ought to just sell to him.

Right, which I don't have, I get mine from the government. I need it, being disabled. But trust me its absolute rubbish. They decided not to cover muscle relaxers. No reason, they just don't cover them any more and of course I need them so I pay $40 out of pocket. For me that's a lot of money, that's a whole tank of gas for example. Things can't make sense!

Ugh my mom was like that. Had 2 strokes and quit PT because it hurt. No fooling mom. You're paralyzed, of course it hurts.

They have their own profiles for the pets? I still need to figure out how to do my profile, I had no idea our pets could have cute ones too.

[-the-Meddler] They should. D: I always read it as "Trip-she" instead of "Tris-phee" though. >_>

It's so stupid 😞 All of it. Make being sick harder than it already is.

Aren't people just grand? 😕

Yeah, they do. People invest a lot into their pets but when they have like 20+ or something nuts, I wonder how they keep up D:

I wish they would, he's a decent guy and I would probably stay on staff.

I'm still at the doctors office believe it or not! D:

Yea people are a real treat. :/

I can't imagine taking care of that many! 4 is plenty and maybe I'll go up to 5... how many have you got?

[-the-Meddler] Oh well I guess? ?

Aw man D: I figured as much!

Don't complain about the pain when you chose to skip your PT to help you manage it and get better ?

Idk... maybe 14??? Some new renames, other need other stuff. Work!

OH MY GOD I JUST GOT HOME AND GOT EVERYTHING PUT UP. What a goings on this day was! D:

How did your day go? Did you get the printing done over at your mom's house?

Yes really. People who skip treatment then complain get on my nerves. I wish I could go to PT and get better. I take pills all day long and I don't skip them. I do what I'm supposed to do and still hurt and still risk symptoms because there is nothing that can be done. I am doing all that can be done. My mother was one of my least favorite people on the face of the Earth with her constant complaints and not wanting to actually DO ANYTHING ABOUT ANYTHING.

I don't know how many I'll wind up with, they're very interesting-looking pets.

[-the-Meddler] D: D: D:

It's been alright. Yeah, filling it out more or less. I hate doing applications.XP Why so many BOXES?!

If it hurts, and you need to do PT, then go do the flipping PT! You'll feel better in the long run! BLARGH!

That they are lol

😭 too many hours away from home....

Glad it's been alright at least. I'll never know why they want so much information on applications.

EXACTLY. There is a good reason it's been assigned to you. That would be because it's known to help. UGH. Like I really wish anything would help straighten my back. It already hurts, what would some more pain be to me?

[-the-Meddler] I know how that feels. You get to a point where you just want to go home already, you're done with this running around crap. orz

Right?! It can be overkill too.

I know! 😞 Especially when the pain from the PT means you feel great the next day!

That's exactly how it was but every place I had to go was packed. The doctor's office? Double booked. Pharmacy? An hour wait. The grocery store? Aisles crowded. I was so glad I didn't have my daughter, she would have been complaining by the end of all that. I know I was!

Really. Like do they every really call all those references? Do they need to know the exact dates you worked and left? It seems so invasive especially if you don't wind up getting hired.

Yes! I wish I would have the money to join the Y so I could swim again. That's the only exercise indicated for my health issues and I felt great after swimming.