My thoughts are with you! ^-^

my bf has a lot of migraine and recently discovered that he has astigmatism. Now he has glasses and the headaches got a lot less... idk if you ever checked your eyes?

I'm still confused about that number... so will that number be the damage we do as well as the damage the others do/we get, just scaled differently for different types of ships and enemies? If so, why do we pick a number... wouldn't everyone just get the same number then? If not, what does it do? And why are we allowed to pick it? What's the catch in picking a higher/lower number?

No, the number will correspond to a scale of what kind and how much damage (or conversely none at all) will happen to you or your vehicle. There will be three battles, one in each theatre of operation, and the allotment scale will change in each case, It has nothing to do with damage you do. Nothing is counted numerically. I could have asked you to pick a litter from A to J. There is no mathematical correlation; it is simply an ordering of effects. This is why it needs to vary.

If we actually were in a battle situation, I could be seriously wounded while you, standing next to me might be missed, or just scratched.

You are allowed to pick it because there would be heck and a half to pay on my end if I simply assigned the numbers to you without allowing all of you a free choice. I've had quite enough of flogging for this event already, and this is simply self-defense. :D

There is no catch. There is no higher or lower in that sense--simply a method of ordering. I just think more of us are used to numbering various items than in lettering them.

aaaaah. Okay. Thank you, that cleared it up well!

: Sending hugs and love your way. So sorry to hear of your loss. : Sometimes when we feel we cannot pray, I believe we are heard the loudest. Your friends will pray for you too. ( hugs you ).
: (hugs and a shoulder to catch your tears) I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

thank you so much! hugs tight It's becoming more real as we plan for the funeral. :( I am going to be singing a song and playing my flute along to another piece - it's so hard to do that without crying.

: I can only imagine, I'm sure it will be beautiful. I admire you for that.

thank you very much. I've had a lot of practice at ignoring my emotions and performing through them, but with super intense emotions it is more difficult - so I'm hoping it will be well received and good enough for everyone.

Hi! Sorry to bother you, but my team has come up with two questions regarding the battle challenge:

1. Do we just fight the one group whose direction we choose? Or do we need to fight all three of them?
2. Is our vehicle moving or still while we're fighting? Or do we determine that ourselves?

My mind is so scattered on what is needed of us right now. sigh I don't even know if any of the others have a clue. I need to check with them.

Yea I went thru all the tests years ago. Eyes. Sinus. They even drew blood work. As I said they determined that cus I have long hair (goes to my rear end) that it has to be the cause and PERHAPS if I cut it short the headaches would go away. I like my long hair so nope. Maybe when I turn like 50...I use to say 30 but that came and went. HAHA.

Thanks. I called today to say Happy Fathers Day. He kept saying it was New Years. I went with it. Then asked where I was. Since I was driving I said, almost home work is done for the day. He replied "oh so we will see you soon." I just said "yes soon." I didn't find it a point to correct him and say no. As soon as I hung up I just cried for an hour. Still brings tears to me.

Even if it comes so that you can't play or sing anymore, I think everyone will understand. Don't worry about it. It'll be beautiful.

yeahhhh the notion that you have migraines because of long hair is ridiculous. As if people with short/thin hair don't get migraines

I think when all their tests came back negative they just decided to go with that. shakes head

yeah, and if you grow enough leg hair you'll limp ;D

LOL Its summer so I have to shave... BUT this winter I am going to try that. HAHAHA.

... thanks so much for the kind words. I am just trying to take it one day at a time. sometimes one step at a time. hugs

I truly feel your pain my friend. hugs I am sending you love and hugs.

hugs tightly I am surrounding you with as much love as I can possibly send.

Still SMH at the hair thing. My hair has been a variety pack of lengths and never made a bit of difference. That doc is a quack.

thank you - Yes I agree that the spirit of what I am doing will be there regardless. <3

btw, I love how you combined that blazer and the necklace, their shapes match so perfectly c:

thank you so much :)

I think it was one of those "I can't find anything wrong with you SO I am going to make up an answer" type of thing.

Thanks. Gonna put my head down make money and go visit. Only thing I really can do right now.

I've had those kind of docs.

I'm rooting for you. hugs