Yeeee, I been staying home. Still too hot. HURRY UP SEPTEMBER, Lol.

It's been pretty fun to have Roblox on the docket I must say. It's somewhat refreshing to play some games that don't have any high-stakes progression and are more of a drop-in drop-out just for fun type deal. Of course, the progression is really one's wallet draining to get hands on magnificent cosmetics lol. But I just can't help myself lol. There's a whole store dedicated to TouHou cosplay accessories and I have a desire to see if it's possible to do a Rumia cosplay still burning in the back of my mind. Only issue that tears me is that the game has two model systems as shown below, the legacy R6 type characters (The blocky lego style only) and the R15 type characters (Blocky OR any high poly thing you can imagine from cute characters to meme abominations) and Darkest Hours is R6 Only, which makes sense, but there's a limitation on HD textures not just model shape, so while my little Black and Red Reimu type character below looks nice with all the flat colours, in the other palette variation I seem to be getting the blurry low res versions of textures on that Moe face and the ribbon with it's squiggly line/dots pattern. Might just be some server issues or general game architecture issues though. I see memes and discourse going around about how apparently Roblox lost a lot of stock value recently? I have no idea if that matters. Seems some cynical/burned/jaded/pessimist channels have made it their mission to treat Roblox like a sinking ship that I just got onboard, but from experience, I know there always seem to be these kinds of things surrounding the larger companies, just like fortnite. A lot of haters that wanna cast shade.

That bathhouse streak is wild! Yeah it must be a pain to lose that. And then losing the 60, but at least losing the 60 is like a drop in the bucket compared to the prior streak. I already mentioned my lost streak before, I think it was like 80 days? Maybe less... not sure. But yeah it was the result of a bit of a mental crashout so it was a little bitter. But I just remind myself, the bathhouse thing isn't the most important, and the rewards don't get thaaaaat much bigger the higher you go, more for bragging rights and self-satisfaction.

Yeah the stitch thing didn't save my 80, but it was put in not long after I lost that, and I have used it once since it got put in.

3+ years is nuts haha. I've been thinking about how fast and how slow time goes lately. 3+ years of daily sign in just goes to show what a great job they've done with all the cosmetics and general pleasingness of Subeta that one would dedicate so hard to it. I actually had a nightmare last night (Been having them more frequently lately) that the site got hack-attacked again and that my account got touched. I'm glad it was just a nightmare... I've been pretty fortunate to not get affected by most breaches on any site I use for most of my life.. Hope I don't jinx it, but, I generally do my best to choose good passwords and do 2 factor authentication these days.

I totally whiffed on any volunteering. I even screwed up on making it to my in-person bail appointment and tried to contact my usual lady to explain/put in a phonecall so they can't say I'm dodging or not making an effort. But I forgot she is on vacation and it's another lady I know from that office who was handling it, thankfully she called me, and we just had a phone appointment, and set up a new in-person appointment on the 28th. I stayed up that night, as per the usual reasons + the anxiety reasons and there was no way I was gonna be able to walk downtown. And I really haven't been feeling like going to the homeless tent. The heat is miserable, and I don't want to deal with retards commenting on my arm scars which I just know will happen if I don't wear sleeves. Not to mention the homeless in general are so ungrateful I just don't want to be around all these people who remind me of my high school bullies except now they're asking for handouts at the same time as being insulting and scary to be around. I'm gonna have to go at some point, to the new location at the church now that it's august I guess. But I checked my conditions, I have until 2028 to finish my last <10 hours. Of course the last stretch is always the hardest for me... In everything... Food... obligations... Not crashing out lol....

I can't believe it's the same day I posted those below.

Update on Roblox shenanigans (I have spent far too much money (╥ᆺ╥；) and I still want to spend more and get the purple version of the ripped denim Y2K jeans and probably another shrug or Halloween bodysuit. And a permanent non-phasing halo, because I bought non-phasing horns too. The options are endless and all so schatisfying)

https://postimg.cc/gallery/pWQG2th Main Link. I'm gonna try postimages suggested forum thumbnail code below we'll see what it does.

This is my current nightmare fuel for Darkest Hours lol