Normally these Autumn TikToks compilations can be pretty recycled slop, but this one was pretty good, and there was a VERY good British "Pros of Fall" segment [link]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NAT_PG6YFFs[/link] If ya borrrreeeeeeddd. Hope ur wellllllll.

When you find Balance Discussion Kino and the Man does the Lovely Cavity dance at the end (I'm timestamping the dance but if you wanna watch some delicious random roblox balanceslop commentary feel free xD) https://youtu.be/mTtCa8TORxE?t=661

Oh my god the Spider of Doom and Destruction! That must be terrible luck to get bitten by a spider that can do that to a person, usually most spiders aren't too venomous right? I guess if you're hankering for excitement and places to be, you're in luck, but there's definitely better places to be than the hospital!

That's total buns, I'm sorry to hear things are stressful like that. Lord knows we all need less stress these days not more.

Yeah regarding spooky season my body is perpetually ready. Obviously I switched off my Halloweeny/Fall Avi on here after I got the Summerween thing a little bit out of my system. But I'm still very much down for HW to ramp up and to get more Halloweeny videos to watch on Youtube (). Also many games tend to do Halloween updates so that'll be good, but I probably should remind myself not to cave and download Fortnite for the Halloween event. I did do so the last two Halloweens but Fortnite is SSSSUUUUUCCCHHH a SCAM game that doesn't even have real players most of the time, which can really make you feel like a schizo idiot when you get invested, and the whole "Youtube community" is literally just psyop victims, gaslighting shills, and corporate zombies.

Yeah I'll be sticking to Roblox for while and if that falls through, just trying to find other things.

Still haven't been doing volunteering but I'm still fine until 2028 much to the shock of "Temporary Bail Lady Stand-In". I want my original Bail lady to come back so we can talk more, truly. Maybe. Lol.

Yeah it's been weird lately just navigating life cause everything is indeed getting colder and darker and I both like it, and am occasionally hypnotized or terrified of it.

I'm feeling the this evening I can tell.

No prob on the lotto! I decided to buy for everyone on the friends list because I was probs feeling very lonely lol. Been playing my backrooms games and wandering around purposeless for hours by myself so... It does things to you. It's less lonely playing something like Darkest Hours or Outcome Memories (Sonic Creepypasta Asym Game) so I do that to break it up sometimes, but both those games have their issues too.

I was thinking about some of the PS1/PS2 emulations I could play, but I'm kind of in a weepy mood lately and the nostalgia might hurt too much. I wrote down "Habbo Hotel" and "Knights of Sherwood" on a sticky before I turned on my PC this evening for something to look up on Youtube and nostalgia trip on. I find sometimes I have to commit a passing whim to something less fleeting than the mental task of "Remember to look this up" otherwise when I boot up my PC, and especially when I look at the YT homepage, it often just slips away from me and I'm left feeling like I'm at the mercy of the horrible algorithm. That "India-coded" girl I shared awhile ago hasn't posted in like 2 months which is kind of bummer, she made good vids. But I found a couple other small youtubers who post semi-regularly so if they keep at it that'll be good. If those things fail I always go roving about looking for something new to watch so, tis what it tis.

Yeeeup, okay, time to go watch old Habbo Hotel videos and possibly Weird Al's "The Drive Thru" and pretend I'm in Grade 5/6 again lmao

Also, I clued in when browsing Neugarten stuff. Someone was trying huckster a shirt from the shops for like 36,000,000 when you can buy it now for like 100,000 or something. This was like just a few days ago, so someone was definitely capitalizing on subeta holiday knowledge lol. I don't know that anyone actually got suckered into bidding on it.

Also, I present my updated Rblx Avi:

S'all good. So true. It's hard to see all the time locked goodies and make a call. Especially for some the items like the Apeeling Ice Cream that I bought 2 copies of. Like, I wanted one for my gallery (In 2 categories actually but you can't have separate instances in the same shop... Lord knows I could start a second shop for that lmfao...) to go in the Cynthia tribute category, and one in the Rosey category, and probably one for my main Eater to eat, and it's a cheap item, but then I know I'm kinda swimming in the shallow pool to never grab some higher QuestPoint items that I do want. Definitely want like 95% of the items in Seasonal every time lol. And then there's the idea of neglecting the main character Quest Shops to focus hard on Seasonal. Tough, tough.

I might vaguely remember reading something about the auction house existing before, but I mostly didn't even know that was a thing! Yeah I haven't really used it much, made one or two bids that quickly got outdone. Actually I did win one auction I remember now! It was for a dagger item that can go in wardrobe, but it's not 100% my style, so I am holding on to it as a possible battle item if I ever get my pet up there. Who knows, one day I might decided to go full splurge on Battle stuff and start using CSC for training and such.

Oh, it's pretty great and crazy regarding all the liminal and backrooms stuff. In Roblox and on Youtube since my algorithm picked up on it. I've been pretty overwhelmed but kinda in a good way. Also kinda bad because my IRL life is feeling exceptionally liminal now because of it. I'm like, looking at the old lighting in my house and the light tones and warmth differently, and it all feels kind of surreal. The weather has been changing things up too. Been so much cooler, the nights have been perfect spooky gaming weather with the window open, and tonight, I thought about taking a walk at this perfect hour of "Lighted darkness" but I can feel my tummy is not in the best position so I abstained. There will be other evenings like that coming.

Neugarten starting today means Oh Man, whole new shops to go through and get the items at reasonable prices. I'm totally overwhelmed right now so I started by buying some of my beloved IRL Weisswurst <3 and a fun Apple Snail Plushie <3