No worries. Well, pretty terrible lately I guess. Might be going back to jail because I cannot for the life of me do any of this volunteer stuff. I'll ask my bail lady if she can help me get an extension when I see her on the 21st, but I already know I'm not gonna be able to get anything done until then, and she'll probably blame me and say "Why didn't you file when I sent you the PDF?" But I got overwhelmed by the vagueness of "File it with the court registry" like what does "File" mean? Do I have to print it? Send by e-mail? They don't care. They're just "Doing their jobs".

I'm totally paralyzed at the moment mentally. Had to cancel my instacart subscription too, because I'm definitely out of money. I just give up on my life. If they're gonna put me back in jail for what, 5 years or more for breach, I don't care any more. There's hardly anything to live for out here, I have no love, don't have sex, all the media literally hates me and is designed to mock me.

Despite it all, I'm listening to Raymond blab about tick conspiracies, having a coffee, and enjoying my last moments of freedom.

Sorry I got no real good news to gush about. I'm trying not to sound like a screeching invalid (which is what I am) in my Status bar most days on Subby here, but I really am in like silent panic mode everyday. I cope by talking about it with the AI when I'm not telling it to skip the suggestion of the suicide hotline number.

Those songs I sent before have been a treat I guess, by Mikuzaki Bigwave and Sheeno Mirin.

How about you? Any interesting developments?

All good, I just went ahead and bought it.

Lemme know if you got the lent out items OK!

keeping my fingers crossed that you do! thank you so much ;-; i hope your bf is feeling better now! ♥️

you’re very welcome dear! ;u; ♥️ and i’ve been okay, sick lately but getting better! how are you