....again. Now I also have an infant.
I'm stressed, scared and just need some cheering up.
I'm exhausted and my goals on here are soooo slow going.

I'm really sorry you're having to go through this :( Do you go on Tumblr much? I could give you a list of really cute Tumblrs that always cheer me up, mostly silly animal ones..especially goats and cats.

Also, what goals are you wanting to accomplish on here?

No, I don't social network. I'm out of state right now and get to go home to a little peanut of a kitten. He's only 2 weeks old right now. :)

My main goals on here are a Hydrus Neela Elixir, a Storm Potion and a Spectrum potion. I'm about halfway to my Hydrus Neela Elixir (7/14mil) but with the doctors appointments and my daughter I'm having some trouble completing my quests. Just a lot going on right now.

Very nice goals :) I'm still debating if I want to buy another pet slot with CSC or just wait for another loyalty totem next year to do it, since I'll need to buy a gold account to activate it. I've got the Nightmare potion ready to go, I'm just not sure which species I'll do yet.

What kind of kitten is it, color and whatnot? I love kittens, my cats have been cats for far too long XD

I saw your forum title and my heart just sank. hugs I wish I could do something more for you than just wish you the best and tell you you'll be in my prayers. Cancer's an awful thing. It's already stolen various family members and my very first cat, Zena, who was my best friend in the whole world. That was three years ago and I still miss her. Anyways, I don't know what to say other than I wish you the best.

I'm so sorry to hear you're going through hell again. I will keep you in my prayers. I know it will be hard for you to stay strong but I'm sure your family love you and will help you be strong whenever you need them. If there is anything I can do let me know although I know it's unlikely. (Even if you need to rant and rave about how unfair it all feels, I will listen.)

HUG

My heart just sank reading the title. I'm so sorry that you are going through this. But, you sound like a very strong individual and I'm sure you can kick cancer's ass--AGAIN. Don't lose hope and stay positive, even though it is hard to. You are loved and cared for!

if you ever need someone to rant or talk to, feel free to message me. I know we've never talked before, but I'm a very good listener and I'm here for you. We are all here for you <3

The cat fell through. ): Just something else to add to everything that is happening. I had around $200 set aside to buy its supplies when I got home from my trip on Sunday and I am going to talk to my husband about saving some rats instead. It makes me a little nervous that they will be driving for so long to move but it's my chance to hand-raise some newborns that are doomed for snake food while my hubby is gone for work. I have more than enough to get everything I need for the next bit so I don't see why it'll be an issue.

Thank you all for the support. <3 You are all so sweet and I'm doing what I can to stay strong, if not for me, for my daughter. I cannot thank you enough for showing so much love to a total stranger.

Double post, sorry.

I'm sorry to hear about the kitten, but the rat babies sound even more fun! It must be so fulfilling to see them age into adults, especially knowing what you saved them from. You sound like a very compassionate person ♥

I like to save (and hand-raise) animals. lol It's kinda my thing when the hubs lets me.

Ugh, I lost the name I had been saving for my Neela while I was in the hospital and now I'm having some issues getting my gold account activated and am going to miss a dream pet in the adoption agency because I have no room. Grrrr. My life is just not working in my favor. ):

What's going on with the gold account problem?

It's not accepting my card info.

You just need it to get the pet spot?

Yes but I let go of the pet's brother. I couldn't have one with the other available. I'll find another pet to call my own.

Ahh, okay. Have you tried submitting a ticket about the card not being accepted?

No, I'm out of state right now and I'll just try the hubby's card when I get back. I had Goyle and I found Crabbe in the adoption agency. The heartache is real, lol.

Aww, yeah, that is rough to miss out on. I learned long ago to not get attached to names, hence all my purposefully misspelled names lol.

I love all of my pets names dearly and am working on their stories. I may never have the book of pets a lot of people here do just because I am so attached to them. I made all four, too. They are and always have been mine.