Just be careful so you don't hurt it again.

I love squishmallows! Every time I see some in a store I ask Liz if she wants one. :-D I finally bought a Seahawks pillow that's soft like a squishmallow and I hold it when I sleep on my side. :-P

Squishmallows are so fun 😂 Rusty keeps telling me to stop buying them because they are so bulky I refuse LOLLL! Sorry hubby 😂 Oooo I need a Steelers one like that lol!

Today is Jesse’s birthday party lol pray for me. Gonna be a long afternoon 😂

I got mine at Big Lots - in case you have a Big Lots near you. Sending you thoughts and prayers! 😂 ;-)

- I like the new stuff, too. Sometimes I wish it was real so I could properly enjoy it. Holiday cookies are of no use if they're just pixels. ;) :D

- what other sites do you play on? :D

- Dec 7? Wow, that's a long, leisurely break for Thanksgiving. At least your wall clocks will be safe until then. lol :D

- oh, now I'm not telling the doc when the boot comes off anymore. I do not want a cast. ugh, that's the last thing I need with all this nerve pain. I couldn't even put a sock on my foot last night because of the nerve pain. XD It needs to stop. :D

If I lived in PA I’d probably be able to find one! I think they would probably only have Panthers ones here 😭

Lol I get it, I wish I could find some of the clothing they have here in real life ;.; My real life style would be closer to Subeta style if I could find it in shops

Yeah just a little bit, but I ended up going to work anyways and I feel a little better so idk I think I was just stressed and due to me cleaning the entire house I just felt a little under the weather perhaps :(

Ah I get that. Before my dad's stroke he was the handy man because my mom has a hard time moving but now she has to do it because my dad can barely walk now (he still believes he can do all the house work and my mom's just like let me do it) Hopefully it gets worked out! I love your ha, what is that background?

It's okay, I'll get better. I'm already feeling a little better. I honestly think it was because I was cleaning the entire house and I'm also super stressed with everything so it just got to me

Oh that could be it D: Exhaustion. I hope you're getting some rest <3 <3

LOL! Right?! I'm fairly annoyed but nothing I can do about it. Except keep their money in my account until it's 100% completed! :-D

Oh yes that does pose a problem. Seems like you survived the party? ;-)

I hope you're feeling well now. Too much cleaning makes me feel sick too. :-) After the last few weeks, 2 months really, of being way too busy I'm finally relaxing today! Mostly. Lol

- I know, right? If only I could get my hair to do the stuff the hair here does, I'd be so happy. I'd also be happy if I could change my hair as quickly as I change my HA's. lol 😂

- That's exactly what I would do. No windows? No money! :P So, how is everything else? Getting in the holiday spirit? :D <3

- My hubby created my latest HA based only on your bunny botanical hair. Thanks for sharing it with me. :D <3

- Oh great preceptor of Subetan knowledge... How does one remove items from the wardrobe? I've spent about an hour trying to figure it out and I'm just not finding it. :D

I do feel bad about not paying them but they brought it on. The windows they've done they did a good job and they're all nice people, but... Yes I've been hurting/gathering up all of the food for Thursday. Liz's "friend" is coming over and he requested pot roast and sweet potatoes. LOL! Plus, I'm making green bean casserole and dressing and I bought a pumpkin pie that I stuck it in the freezer as I'm not dealing with Costco next week. :-D I'm also making cranberry sauce (I cook it with ginger and pineapple) and deviled eggs. I'll probably end up making a few other things. What are your plans for Thanksgiving?

I did!! wipes forehead 😂 I'm glad it's over now lol! How was your day today?

Awww that's so awesome he made that HA for you!! I love it! <3 <3

Was it fun for you? And how excited was Jesse getting so many gifts? My day was nice! I did a load of laundry and sat around and priced everything manually in my expensive shop. :-)

It wasn’t so bad :3 He didn’t want us to sing happy birthday so we had to skip that part. But he had fun :3 Oh wow, do you have a lot to price in that shop?

That's funny he didn't want you to sing happy birthday. I seem to remember there was a few years Liz didn't want it either. I'm glad he had fun though! Every since the donation center giveaway I've had tons of expensive items and they don't sell very well unless hand priced. (It's my $sPurge$ shop.) My hungry gourmand pet foods getting expensive. Lol

Yeah, I'm not sure what his deal is with the birthday song 😂 When we sang it at Harper's party he got so mad LOL! Definitely a good idea to price it now, or even once December starts because of Lumi gift buying 👀

Thanks. I really can't get much rest. I'm just having a hard time right now. I hope you're doing alright

Physically I'm feeling better. Mentally...not so much. I'm struggling but it's okay. I hope you're doing good.

Haha yeah, I actually have the opposite problem. I wish my in real life hair was available on here. I have a side shaved and long on another side while two different colors lol There's a lot of things I wish was on here :( I tried looking for some CW Kamen Rider tribute items but it seems if there was any they no longer are available and I can't find them or they just were never made

That's really funny and I guess he's just not a fan of the song?! :-D Hand pricing takes forever and I'm always afraid I'll leave off a digit. :-P

Are you feeling depressed? :-( Any idea why? <3 I've actually been worried about you after hearing about that night club shooting in Colorado last night. Pretty sure Colorado is where you're at.

Yeah I live literally five minutes from where it happened. I've been to that club. That was hard to wake up to and plus I tried talking about how I was feeling to my fiance about how I'm scared and upset by it and he got upset because he didn't want to talk about it so I was going to go find someone else to talk about it to and he got upset at that too. And I'm just struggling, and every time I try to tell Alex that he just goes well I'm having a harder time than you. All the time. It's gotten to the point I don't even know if I'm actually struggling or if he's right and he has it so much worst than me and I'm just being weak. I have to go to work now but idk if I'll go home or not after. I'm struggling and Alex doesn't seem to want to listen. So I have no one where I'm living to turn to. No friends here, not even my own fiance. He say's he's alone but he has all these friends and coworkers. I have no one but you guys here online. I feel so alone when I'm not online. I feel alone when no one is online to talk to. Sorry for venting i'm just having a hard time

I'm glad for that! We're busy prepping for Thanksgiving. How about you?

That does not sound like an easy situation. :-( Relationships are tough - especially when half of the relationship won't talk or listen. I wonder if you could try a different approach, maybe asking Alex to tell you how they're feeling and then when/if they say something you can connect to them say, that's what I'm feeling too. I can totally feel how you're feeling but no one can change that feeling but you and it's your choice. Don't let someone else's lack of empathy define you. I'm taking my own advice here too. It's a lot easier for me to suggest to you than for me to follow my own suggestions! :-) And I was so glad to see your comment this morning after hearing the news. <3 :-(