- You're so welcome <3 No need to thank me though!

Ooo I've played a little of Star Dew valley but haven't gotten too far into it yet

- Congrats on the weightloss that's amazing!! I know SOME insurances will pay for a panectomy if there's documents of rashes from loose skin (my state insurance would have if I had documented them for 6 months) I'm also in some groups where people go to different places outside of the states to get work done. I'm hoping to get back to my lowest weight of 195 as that was my happiest weight but I don't think I'm brave enough to get any skin removal surgeries.

- That;s great that you've cut back so much on your own. My willpower was so bad before surgery I had a hard time losing the weight I needed to, to get approved for it. I went a few months over their expected time frame but in the end I managed.

-waves- Hello there! Thanks so much, I used to be PussNBoots but then I needed a change and since my favorite holiday is halloween I came up with something fitting. I'm honestly surprised it wasn't already taken lol

and ❤ ❤ ❤: And the noodle didn't hurt too bad, it was more the surprise of it whacking me that gve me pause and I laughed at it. 😂

- You did a good job on choosing a new name. I'm too chicken to change my name. I'm afraid my friends won't know who I was and remove me from their lists. 😂

What have you done so far :)

The game is so addictive xD

Hey All...

Wow lots of comments since I was on here last. Trying to catch up.

Im just stopping in before I get a shower and ready for my Pulmonologist appt today at 2:40 Im interested in seeing what he says because i have been battling my allergies and a sinus thing for a lil over a week an I didnt want to goto the urgent care because I knew this appt was coming and I wanted him to see me as I am (a mess) So we shall see what he thinks and if he changes anything. Usually the urgent care puts me on Prednisone which I love how it works.... but it makes me retain fluid like crazy and since May I have been dealing with a lot of fluid overload. Sooo thats not a good idea right now. Even though it works great. I love how meds help 1 thing but ruin 10 others sighs Anyways....

Ooooo Kimmie442 doesnt know yet, but we got our hair dye in the mail today WooHooo I am finally going to do a fashion color! I mean I have done soo many colors in the past, but all when I was a teen etc. I havent done anything since the fashion color trend has taken over. I have dyed Kimmie's hair neon pink last time and I have done my daughter Katie hair tons of different colors, last being rainbow. So now Katie is doing a neon orange/bright blue fade and Kimmie is going a red called "Carnage" (Sounds interesting lol) and I got a neon pink called "Cupcake" Im hoping its bright cause I love bright neon hot pinks lol But Kimmie had it and I didnt want to match her, so now she is changing so I am gonna try it. Though her pink was called "Megawatt" and it was gorgeous! Sooo nice and bright. But I wanted to see what Cupcake would look like. I hope I didnt make a mistake. We shall see I guess. Wish me luck (Cause Kimmie is going to dye my hair for me, and she has never really done it before. So im gonna wak her thru the bleaching and the dying. I pray it goes well Crosses fingers) I also dont know when we r doing all of this because my hubby is home this weekend. SO probably next week or weekend depending on the girls work schedules.

Happy belated Birthday! I saw it the other day and I didnt get a chance to come in and say it and I will be sending B-day goodies to u soon.

Sorry I know I am missing a lot of other convo's that I wanted to reply to but I dont have a lot of time. So I will try and be back on here later sometime. I hope all of u are doing well otherwise. Its getting chilly here in PA so if its chilly there stay warm and if its hot I feel for ya and try to stay cool :) Toodles....

Did you all had subby problems yesterday? I just could not login i kept getting error messages.

thanks! I am not in the USA but in the netherlands, we don't get it only if it really bothers us like wounds due the overfalling skin and menthal problems. I don;t have both. I can go to a clinic to remove it but i can't afford it or will mu insurance cover it.

-big hug back-

oh i understand, no problem at all. I got those days to. I get a visit on saturday from a friend (she can't come sunday) and we just hang out. Sunday family and friends. But they all have to leave at 3pm so i can clean up, eat and get ready for the concert of OneRepublic. It's in Amsterdam, other side of the country and we want to be on time and not stuck in traffic. And YAY! week off!

i know! But in the mean time we can gather more evidence, get more tennants on our side and come with us. And hoping with all of that they have to take action.

happy belated birthday! Sorry i missed it!

and Thank you ! <3

Got another chapter out.

Glad I changed things so I had a lot more explanations earlier so that there wasn't as much resting on this chapter.

Sorry. Been very blah. Working on it. Also the physical therapy for the neck/entire left side actually worked! Pain level way down just need to keep doing the exercises and be mindful of doing crafting while anxious since I clench my jaw and neck then so need do exercises after.

happy belated birthday.

that hair color session sounds like a fun time. I only colored my hair once so I could experience it. I did a teal color.

you are welcome.

Can i get some frustration out? I got some texts today from family and friends telling me they are not coming sunday for my birthday. Other plans, don't have the time, etc. And i invited them weeks and some start of september. Hello you know when my birthday is, it's each year on the same date! GGRRR!!!

And wanna bet when if i trow a big party somewhere with free drinks and food they will come. No thank you!!

So next year i am going away like i did last year to Paris, France. Not sure where to... maybe disney?

I hope u like ur birthday items I just sent. Sorry they r so late.

Im so sorry to hear about ur friends and family. I hope u still have a great day and YES next time go do something fun away from those not so nice people. Hugz

Hey all.... just on here doing some dailies....

huggles you

At least you'll have a good time next year, stress and family free :)

So turns out you can't livestream Silent Hill games if you have an Xbox. And since I'm trying to earn money via streaming*, I now have to play Silent Hill f when it won't interfere with my other projects.

I am documenting my playthrough on my blog (See Here), but won't get to do a proper livestream until I get a gaming PC. Seems like people have said you can have an Xbox account but need to livestream via a PC basically.

*For Twitch I need to get a certain average of viewers to earn money. For YouTube I need to achieve a certain watch time.

Thank you so much! <3

That's horrible! Do I remember right that this happened before, or was it only your friend (who was no friend at all) that stood you up? I thought I remember something about family being very disappointing. At least it wasn't right when you were leaving that they told you, like your friend did. I'm sorry they did that to you. My family was always working together to make holidays and each of our birthdays special. I miss my parents and my brother so much... But my son and I will hold up the traditions. <3

I know you said you have to have a certain avg of viewers or watch time, but how do you get paid to stream? I've never really understood.

For both Twitch and YouTube you don't get paid UNTIL you achieve a certain level of performance. In my case all I have left for Twitch is to reach 3 average viewers on 4 days while on YouTube I need to get a certain watch time for either my videos or shorts.

Once the sites pay me, I will be able to put up ads on my videos and earn money that way.

Hi all! Sorry for being MIA, back to work (slowly) and living life. I did to much last weekend and a relapse. So back to taking it slow. ANd i have to take it slow this weekend as i am taking Leonie () to a concert for her birthday tomorrow, One Republic.

Drat i am blue again... Let me see if i can get a GA...

thanks and i will :)

it happend before and a friend stood me up twice when i was about to leave the house and go and visit here. I just can't understand people cancell at the last second. I am so fed up with it. Next year it's me and myzelf and i.

yes it will.

yay!!

-hugs to all-

-hands out early birthday cake since i have enough-

I hope you have a lovely birthday weekend - go treat yourself! Maybe a nice massage or a movie, or a good book? Anything that strikes your fancy ❤

I am so sorry about your friends and family missing out this year. If I was closer, I would totally take you out for your birthday! I think a birthday trip to do whatever YOU want sounds amazing. Heck, I would do that myself if I could. I don't feel safe traveling right now but hopefully in a few years it will be easier for me.

BTW - congratulations on the weight loss! ❤ It's tough to lose but I'm proud of you :) I get how hard it can be. I had an RNY over 2 years ago and would love to get a little apron skin removed (yay for being overweight most of my life).

Not very much in star dew. I'm so slow when it come to farming games and doing the actual objectives. Trying to get enough money to buy something currently (can't quite remember what it was but I know I will when I play again haha) but it's slow going for me.

- You're so sweet! Thank you <3 I see you're a writer?? How long have you been working on that? I plan to read it later!

- I hear you, it's certainly expensive if insurance doesn't pay any of it. It's good you're not having any medical issues from it at least although I know how hard it can be mentally with seeing it every day. I'm sorry you won't have anyone to help celebrate your birthday sunday!! I have only a few friends and my birthday isn't really celebrated except with my husband which I'm ok with. I'm more of a loner IRL. I do hope you find something to celebrate yourself though!!

- Hi there! Nice to meet you :) Do you need a buddy GA? I have a few more to give.

- Thanks for the birthday cake! I'm sorry about your family and friends. You'll have a rockin' birthday without them! I don't understand why people cancel at the last minute, either although, I do know why I cancel at the last minute. It has more to do with huge level of anxiety then not wanting to see someone. Maybe that's the issue? :) Either way, you will have a wonderful birthday! Just think of the concert with Lichelle. That's such a sweet gift to give you. :D

- Sent you a buddy gold, you are blue no more! Welcome back and sorry you had a relapse. Even going slow can be too fast sometimes. Hugs :D

- I'm sorry, I've completely lost the thread of our convo. Sorry! My brain is a sieve these days. :(

- I'm off to read! :) My son is trying to do the You-Tube/Twitch thing and I don't understand it at all myself. There's some sort of magical algorithm that runs it all that I can't get my head around so I sdon't even try to understand. I just nod my head and say yes... 😆

- I'm glad I'm not the only one who doesn't understand the stuff. XD

- gentle hugs Isn't it strange how sometimes PT doesn't work but when it does it's amazing. I'm glad the PT is helping you. :D

Waves at - Nice to see you ! :D

Yum, birthday cake! What kind are we having? When is your birthday?

YAY the PT is helping! So glad for you. I'm finally able to do PT for my left hip and leg. Only been once, but it was in the pool and I think it did help. Next week, 2 pool visits and 1 floor and machines. He scared me when he wanted me to do squats. Not done that since my early 30's. Not even trying on the floor. Shakes head But in the pool not so bad.

Thanks for explaining. So once you reach that does Twitch and YouTube still pay you if you do ads? Do you get paid in increments - more for more viewers? And if you get sponsors, they pay you to put up ads?

Nope not alone! lol I never understood how people got paid doing anything on the internet. And so much of the time people that say you can either are or seem to be scammers. Ugh.

Waves at and :)

Oh, the YouTube algorithm was hitting a new low recently by not counting views from desktops with ad blockers. The views took a serious dip but it seems like things are sort of back to normal.

About the latest chapter...I warned there would be serious angst ;)

I had to rethink the outline even after completing it and realized that Jash's ability to see and do what had to be done, was the only reason the plot worked. He isn't a classical hero so making morally grey decisions fits his character. Still hurt to write, though xD

And the series is now a Reverse Harem so Jash's love and devotion will not be limited to one person. I am a huge fan of that romance sub-genre.

As for why I chose Hircine: I have such a big crush on that Daedric Prince xD

So sad in Oblivion you can't turn into a werewolf for proper Hircine worship :'(

I am building coops and barns slowly so I don't overwhelm myself. Sometimes taking things slow is a lot less stressful.

In one farm I am marrying everyone to get their portraits and sometimes I get too stressed about divorcing them that I delay doing so xD