Excuse me but WTF? A migraine at all times? That's heart breaking! I couldn't... I did drive today but only a few miles. It's just rainy and no snow or ice left.

Merry Christmas to all who celebrate! Happy Holidays to the rest. :D

- I usually have a difficult time letting it go but this time I really just don't have the energy to keep it stoked. So, I let it go. :D <3

- me on a knee scooter would probably scare the walls right out of my way. lmao I hit them enough with the walker. The lamp shade sounds interesting. Does it require a special technique? :D <3

- I loved Betty White.I was sad when she passed. <3

- Agatha Christie is who interested me in British Mysteries. I just branched out from there. I loved "Murder, She wrote." It was one of my all-time favorite shows. I don't like Asian horror very much as it's as hard for me to understand what's scary about it as it probably is for you to get British humor. :D

Yeah. Chronic Daily Headache. It sucks.

Me too. Betty White was ahead of her time.

That's what I call emotional growth!! <3 Send some to me, will ya? ;-P :-D <3

Does your doctor think it's the growth on your brain causing them? I hope I worded that correctly!! <3

I did, thank you. Happy Christmas, my friend <3

Happy Christmas to you as well!! <3 HAHA I hit it the walls too, if that makes you feel any better lol nope not really just a simple running stitch. That's where you give a small space between each stitch before going to the next one

Yeah I was diagnosed when I was in seventh grade, but I always bullied for being different. Because I talked too much about my special interests (to the point I started following a script I made to talk to people who aren't my friends or family) or because I didn't care about my looks or because I had outburts in school from being over stimulated and frustrated when I couldn't understand something (it got to a point my mom had to go to school with me everyday from seventh grade to graduation). My mom made things worst after I was diagnosed because she treated me like I couldn't do anything. I couldn't put into words how my brain worked until I met my fiance who is also on the spectrum slightly so he has an easier time with people and expressing himself and he's helped me express myself too. It's nice to know hear how you talk about Liz and it's obvious you care greatly for her and help her with this <3

I used to watch Murder She Wrote with my grandma so it became a special comfort show for me :) I wanted to meet Angela Lansbury when I was younger and I was so sad when she passed. And for me Asian horror is scary for it's imagery, story and pacing. It always feels like there's something new brought to the table with it versus American horror that seems to always have the same theme's just rehashed into the same movie over and over. But that could be just because I watch so much horror because my fiance is a huge horror fan

Merry Christmas, everyone! Love and light to all in the new year coming.

No. This is newer, and also not big enough to cause pain. It's a benign tumor on my auditory nerve, so it's weird but there. Called a Vestibular Schwannoma.

awe that is small, glad everything was okay <3 hope you have a wonderful first Christmas with your little man :) i read mostly fantasy

oh i'll make it happen, LOL xD

hey everyone! hope you're all having a lovely day! and a happy Christmas if you celebrate it! ❤

what an excellent Rift-Luminaire outfit on your HA!

hope you are well & your family too ❤ and that you have some time off work to enjoy them

wishing you all sorts of happiness in the coming year - it's always important and wonderful when you find a person who really understands you and helps you understand yourself too. Holiday Horror is kind of its own subgenre too, I'm sure that is a thing lots of people enjoy! ❤

I hope the new year brings you a better medical situation & that the new 2nd opinion is closer to something helpful for you.

aww wishing you all the best for the last few days of this year and all of the next.

Thank you all so much for making my days in Subeta better ❤ to all of the dikat chatters!

and everyone else Hey everyone thank you for the gifts this year! I hope everyone had a good Christmas/Lumi/any other holiday you all celebrate <3 I spent time with my fiance's family this morning and then worked the rest of the day. I do have some not great news to share with everyone...today my mom told me she may have cancer. I'm still in shock and we are waiting for the tests to come back but...yeah. She went in a week or so ago because she was becoming jaundice and they found a blockage in her liver that was a tumor. They are doing the tests now and she should know soon. As some of you know my dad has suffered several strokes over the past few years and my mom is his sole caretaker...so I don't know what will happen when she can no longer care for him and we can't afford to have a caretaker and their insurance won't cover for one... Please keep her in your prayers, thoughts, etc. I'm sorry for having to interrupt everyone's celebrations with this but I don't have many people to turn to and everyone here has been a great sense of support for me. I will keep everyone updated.

See above but also thank you, you too. I hope the new year brings good things only and the scares my family is having right now are just that, a scare and nothing serious. Alex has been great and supportive through everything I go through :) Yeah Alex loves holiday horror and we were supposed to watch one this year but we were so busy D:

-hugs- will keep you and family in thoughts and prayers

Thank you <3 It's going to be hard but it will be okay I hope

Christmas may be over but I have to leave up all of my AC decorations for a few more days. LOL!!! Thank you for all of them! <3

I think that's an awesome mother that went to school with you all of those years. I'm so sorry about her cancer and I will keep her in my thoughts and prayers. You need to try and stay strong for her and know that worrying about it won't help. Again, I wish I could follow my own advice. :-) Much love to you!! <3

I just read up on it and it seems it may cause hearing loss at some point. :-( <3 This is funny but made me mad: The Seahawks game was on Saturday and I didn't know and missed it. My hubs (who is and was in big trouble) told me he was going to go upstairs and watch football, but never once mentioned the Seahawks so I figured it was college football. Grrrrrrrrr! I know they lost but still I feel like I let the Seahawks down! 😂 :-P

I hope it comes true for you! <3 I know the kids would love them being close too.

Thank you! I was pleased with the rift/Lumi HA! Wierd how the colors worked out. I hope your holidays are great ones!! <3

- she really was. :) When do you get the next botox shot? :D

- I'll send you the very little bit I can spare as the growth was minimal. lmao! :D <3

- I'm glad I'm not the only one who runs into walls. rofl I wish I could see the finished products as I bet they're lovely. :D

- Thank you for the well wishes. I hope the new year is bright, wonderful, and full of opportunity for you. Hugs

- American horror all seems the same because it is. It doesn't have the basis in superstition or religion that Asian horror does. I'm sorry to hear about your mom's health. I hope the doctors are able to help her and that her good health returns quickly.I'm here if you need to talk. I know a thing or two about dealing with a serious illness. hugs :)

ROTFL! Well, I'm proud of you for growth even if only minuscule. 😂

well my brother is finally selling his house so now we just need my parents to move here :D

- Oh, it was minescule. There's more to that story. I'll tell you tomorrow as I have to check something before I say anything. ;)

i have faith <3

lol I can't blame you :D
You're very welcome.

hehe I wish I could show em. Even if I could describe things well, I'm not sure i'd do it justice. -snuggles-

Yeah, it's a possibility. I'm working closely with my medical team. It's cool. <3

March, I think!

Thank you <3 I hope you had a good holiday

Thank you, Idk what to do but I am hoping things turn out okay. I hope to save up and go out next spring again to see them this time with Alex, just in case

Thank you, it's been hard to not worry and think about it. At work everyone is like how is your Christmas and I just have to lie and say it was fine. But besides that it was I suppose. I did get to spend time with Alexs family and we played games and ate before I had to go to work :) I got two Kamen Rider themed items (a figure and a pillow) from his sisters so that was awesome :) I hope you had a good Christmas