Why do I need a doctor? I'm not sick. Im just severely feeling depressed. No need for doctor

"Severe Depression " is a medical issue, therefore, I would think that you would be smart enough (and I know you are) to know that it warrants a trip to the doctor. There are some people that will do a lot of talking about their symptoms and not do anything about it. Don't be one of those people. Go to the doctor. Work out a payment plan for the bill if you have to but get your ass over there. No excuses!

This coming up week will be in the 100s and my dog and I have been staying inside unless she has to do her business outside, but I won't let her stay out longer then that. I'm hoping I included what was needed for my RP because like everyone else, the voices are confusing lol.

what voices? the ones in my head?

lol

and

yah HOLLIS, that's the way it is with me and my dog. but the CAT! she won't come in. well. she comes in to see if there's any thing to eat, but then she wants to go right back inside. the man and i talked about it.

we think it's because she's so old. you may not realize/know, but when you get old, your bones ache, and the cold effects you more.

we think that's what is happening with her. the air conditioners cool air is hurting her, so she goes back outside.

i thought you couldn't breath and had a "cold" hanging on. but FANCYNANCY is right. some times, just having a professional to talk to a couple of times, can help.

of course. i've never had that. i just get down, and thank god there are a few friends that help pull me out. or i kick myself in the ass. or something. i'm fighting it every day. but it's up to you. (why i try to tell every one i care about them. and that' THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL AND I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU ARE IN MY LIFE!) we need to hear that.

That makes sense. sometimes I like to be outside for awhile away from the air, but I'd rather it be in the 70s or low 80s before I do that haha.

yep on FB

: Oooo....that just looks scary.
darling....did you post your HA for WWS to our other forum?

Dang....another scorcher. 105 today. Both my Author's cats wanted in, did not want to stay outside as per usual. Fishing has been horrible, all the fish are at the bottom of the pond where I can't get at them. AND THE SMOKE FROM THE MARIPOSA FIRE SUCKS!!! I Live California....Welcome to Hell...Here's your accordion.

Photos of the fire nearby

I heard about that fire and that it's close to yosemite too! That's pretty scary! 105 is too hot to do anything outdoors. My nephew is in california, I forget where, and he tells me he tries to stay inside as much as possible right now.

Did you not see the part about abandoning her poor Cat at home. There I was, my widdle face pressed to the window, waiting and waiting for the limo to the airport, but it never camesobsIf I didn't raid the trash I would have starved...starved, I say! Yes, I shredded some underthings, but was thinking that with my Mistress' new svelte figure, she should have negligees

LOL I'm not sure Salim wears smallclothes my Elizabeth, he does spend a lot of time on Summer (and it is NOT to inspect catnip farms) and they wear nothing save what the gods gave them under their kilts

Jessica, my Dearest, I'm sticking to my story that the...shredding incident was clearly artistic design rather than malice or spite

But non. I think our Lariel thinks the Captain-General of Her Armies is some mincing little courtier wearing lace and satin and those ridiculous pointy toed shoes, though I rather like rapiers and sabres, makes me feel like Zorro lol

Dear are you anywhere near the fires that was in that area? Last I heard the one up north was hour away from here and not even partially controlled

: I live in the foothills just south of Mariposa, but the smoke has been heavy. We have had our unfair share of fires in our immediate vicinity in the past, what with the drought and especially the bark beetle epidemic that has killed nearly 40 percent of the trees in the nearby forests. So far this year, our area has been fire free.

I think it is perfectly acceptable for a warrior to wear silky underthingies. Do you not think that Zorro would want to have something satin caressing his bum as he rode on his horse? They could be Darth Vader black satin boxers.

, seriously! when the temps get so high, i cant even breath outside. heh. the only time i could breath with temps that high, was when i traveled through AZ and NM. heh. got out of the truck (almost burnt the hell out of the bottom of my feet! hahahaa) but MAN I could BREATH. and it was so beautiful!

, and , omg. i was wondering if any one i knew, was near the fires. :( that's WAY TO CLOSE! :( and FRIEDA that fire doesn't make the temperature around you any better. Hope they get some sort of control (and pouring down rain) soon.

, HA! my cable company had a "special" this weekend, showing HBO and BBC AMERICA!!! so yesterday

(as i moved furniture)

I had on "Christmas in July with the Doctor" Man. there was some good "oldies" but i got to see a couple of new ones and ones that i forgot about, IT WAS SO NICE! :D

do you think for a second that lady believe that I would leave my little pet with no food while on vacation? You do realize that if I left lobster and abolone out for a whole week it would have spoiled and the house would be very smelly right? That is why I left out your crunchy food. I know you don't like it as much but sometime we have to take one for the team my pet! ;)

I believe it. Maybe you can convince the hubs to move then :D You'd be close and a road trip to visit would be easier! When we went through Death Valley, we stopped at these white sands dunes and as soon as my feet (they were in sandals) hit them, my feet were on fire, I had to get off and take pictures from the cooler ground lol.

HAHAHAHA (oh! you look nice with that hair!!)

ha. there's no way, he'd move over the mississippi river. hell. i can't even get him to visit places on THIS side of the mississippi! hahahaaaa

besides. even if he would, there is NO WAY I WOULD GO ANY WHERE WITH HIM.

in the 20 something years of marriage, we have gone on ONE vacation. and i told him afterward, I WOULD NEVER DO IT AGAIN.

one of the reasons, i always went to Maryland with out him. heh. i was so stressed out traveling with him. he is NOT a good "travel companion"

lol

Head on over by yourself then lol. Couples can have separate beds, so why can't couples have separate houses haha.

: Rain! A rainstorm in Central California in the month of July would be Miraculous! But stranger things have happened. Last year, it snowed up above Shaver lake on June 8 and deposited 4 inches of snow.

Listen you, no talk that implies you're going away forever - we love you and you need to stick around ❤️ No doc for the migraines, I've had them since I was young. They go away eventually, I just had a busy week so I didn't have the necessary down time to fix it. It's mostly fine now again.

It rained almost 2 inches last night and my pup tried to get under our bed, but can only get her head in. She's too big now to fit. She was fine though after awhile and this morning was nice. It was in the 70s instead of the 80s that it had been, but now for the rest of the week the heat index will be 103 to 107.

thank you. My internet is super slow right now since im using data atm. At least its unlimited. Just slow. Im trying to take care of my health and rest a bit while looking for housing. Im at a temporary stay at a friends house.

Please join me in wishing our a very Happy Birthday<3

Dry food. Dry Food while you were nibbling bacon wrapped scallops and oysters on the half shell and feeding lobster to some...dog!

Happy Birthday my Love. I understand, Elizabeth, you don't want to be the one that hurts him, but his emotional and physical inertia is doing you no good. Love is a verb, it requires a lot of action, sacrifice and stepping out of your comfort zone for both people

I don't know why, but thought you were closer to Yosemite, Luv (btw, I have the worse sense of Geography in the world, San Diego is South of me, Santa Cruz is North and that's where my knowledge ends lol) I'm not sure if we have been hit by the bark beetle infestation just the usual dry rot.

Fire scares the cheese and crackers out of me, it sort of moves with a mind of its own. It really doesn't hel that people shoot off fireworks in an abandoned field when the weather's been dry for tha last 4 months