I'm so glad it's affirming rather than disheartening! Also big yay for plans XDD Ah well, people will act as they wish, I'm just working on how I respond. It's a nice morning here and I'm trying to motivate myself to push what I can do.. but frankly I'm just really enjoying a quiet morning 😃

Aw man tracking symptoms is a nightmare for me. Idk about you but it's... it's almost hard to look at it the symptoms all lined up 0-0 Journaling is ok, but yikes for seeing the symptoms for me. Its a moment I'm like ...l nope leave me in my denial please and thank you XDD I do hope the new med works out and makes the tracking and price worth it!! Let me know how it goes? Will be cheering you on. Studies finishing!! AYAAYAAY congrats 💛 Enjoy that downtime as much as you can lovely. Maybe dedicate a day to do something you just adore to celebrate? Not celebrate the holiday but making it through studies and moving forward 💛

I'm ok. Wee bit of a frustrating day but no big deal overall. You ever have someone negg you intermittently then turn it back around on you being so reactive if you get upset? Couldn't have five minutes to paint did't even make it through two songs ;-; So ugly painting increasing ugliness :P But got some time now and am content.

Dude I'm trying to embrace the whatever happens art and it's been so freeing XDD How's life treating you btw??

It's... freeing. I've been trying to make my art look good and maybe having it ugly sometimes is ok . And letting go and tattoo designs are totally opposite in most cases I know ;-; Trash polka seems to be more let-go but most Neo-traditional focus on being recognizable. :>

I will .u. I have an aunt, well great aunt, who was the first person I saw doing art as a kid. And man I admire her! She really inspired me and she has been nudging me to just let go in art and I'm trying to breathe into the art. Results may vary :P