I wish you much luck and joy. Especially on your career, being able to do science for a living is amazing so congrats!

Hiya! I actually didnt use any tutorials to start drawing, HOWEVER when it came to things i didn't know i looked things up on google. coloring and lining for example or creating effects onphotoshop. even things like removing blemishes from faces, was something i learned from the net and from school. sorry i cant be of more help :(

also thank you c: im glad he feels elegant and clean :)

Baptist is what we've claimed. Don't feel comfortable with the members of ones nearby. I was gonna say you might be able to talk to the head of your church and ask if he can ease your worry and listen to a confession of sorts that you do not think you did any wrong but it would ease your mind to get this out or you can even write down everything you feel you need to get out and pray to god for forgiveness then destroy the paper. Thats the only things i can come up with that may ease your mind. Just try and breath and stop overanalyzing it before you do create a problem.

Either way what religion do you practice?

No probs! :D