Black Opal Calendula is not in October 2015 Collection, but it shows it is on subetalodge. This item is why I bought the dang thing, I need it obviously. Why isn't there?

Black Opal Calendula is a bonus item, you can get one here: https://subeta.net/ss.php/csitems#/shop/items

I'm not seeing that item listed as a collection item on SubetaLodge https://www.subetalodge.us/index.php?type=list_all&search=October+2015+Collection&mode=notes

But...look...this is what I get when searching

https://imgur.com/a/lxeByo4

(no idea how to post the img and it's kinds long too)

What exactly did you search? "October 2015 Collection" won't show the Calendula but if you search only "October 2015" it does because of its note:

Yeah, my bad, I did in fact search just october, instead of collection, was sure I did, but no, I tried again both searches, you guys are right and I'm oops :/ Thanks for enlightening me :D (won't help for long tho :D )