i need 2 tell my bf that i am trans and not nonbinary and it sucks bc hes straight and i love him but he doesnt like men yknow : ' ) and honestly not rly doing much in the way of transitioning is absolutely fucking killing me. if i had a lil testosterone in me i could b dealing w the bullshit thats been happening in life a lot easier

obv im not gna tell him the day b4 we r gna go see his family 4 xmas... but like idk man every second feels like im dying

I'm so so sorry marcel 😞

Ugh I'm so sorry you're going through this. It just sucks. I hope you're able to do what feels right to you.

marcel this hurts to see you go through but i hope everything turns out okay :(( you live with him tho right ? do u have plans for how thats gonna work out iin case of anything ? i hope youre in a safe place when u tell him i hope everything works out in your favor

thank u all. i have been so exhausted constantly even tho i never do anything and like its just awful all around lol

i mean we would still b friends its not like hes gna think im some gross freak of nature. but thinking abt having 2 go move in w roommates 4 the FIRST TIME during GRAD SCHOOL is uh, how u say, terrible