i kept having these really vivid, recurring dreams about eating crunchy, juicy, sweet apples that had a warm glow to them and when i ate them it was the best thing in the world. and then i would wake up and be so disappointed :(

i've missed uncooked apples sooo much and yesterday i finally caved and ate one and it was GLORIOUS. now all i can think about is apples and if you put 50 of them in front of me, i would absolutely eat them all in one sitting

anyway today i was digging through my fridge and i found 3 MORE APPLES and i am sO EXCITED

(oh btw i wasn't eating apples bc of ocd, i probs should have mentioned that for context lmao)

alright who sent me the fruity gift box 😂 i'm watchin you!! 🍌🍎🍉🍊

(fr tho, thank you lol)

oh no

oh my god that was not meant as an insult. I just thought it would be a cool thing to give a vegan i’m terribly sorry

omg no don't worry, i didn't see it as an insult, it's fine!! i thought it was genuinely funny <3 i'm sorry if my response gave off the wrong vibes? D:

all the fruit made me smile, i loved the little bat beret haha

also i love that you're wearing that toilet plunger, it kinda goes well with the rainy imagery lolol

I love my lil toilet plunger, it helps keep me nice and dry C:

And hahah I’m happy you liked it, it’s just that a few weeks back at my school there was a chick in my friend group who was insulting progfriend (who she very openly dislikes) by employing that phrase (not to his face, but this was something I was present for), and it kind of stings to see things like that normalised again in a sense.

oh nooo wtf, that's awful!! i'm so sorry that happened. i hope progfriend is going ok since then? honestly high school can be a v scary place sometimes.

just to clarify, i was completely joking around but I'll def make sure i use a different phrase next time that comes across better <3 <3 i'm so sorry, ray D: i didn't mean to be an ass, i promise

it’s okie, you weren’t being an ass. You’re not responsible for knowing all the dumb things that happen at my school hahah

Progfriend doesn’t know this happened and we’ve been keeping in touch, he’s doing pretty well all things considered. This chick is generally well-liked among my friends but she has absolutely no consideration for other peoples’ privacy; she’s outed people without their permission or knowledge and played a mean prank on another friend of mine while I was having a personal conversation with (re. coming out to) her :C

Anyway let’s not dwell on that too much. Hope you liked the wearables and snacks!! I’ll try and think of another cool theme for tomorrow too

thank you ray ;~; i'll still be more aware of how i phrase certain things in the future tho!! i've actually had a similar thing to this happen before (years ago) where i made a bad joke like that and genuinely freaked someone out and i felt so bad. so i think this is confirmation that i need to think before i speak more!

ohh ok i see! i'm so glad to hear he's doing well <3 omg i've known people like that, they reallyyy test my patience tbh. i've found it impossible to do anything with people that have zero consideration for others, and probably zero self-awareness. it kinda just makes you feel really on edge being around that kinda behaviour all the time since it's so hard to approach/do anything with : i'm sorry that you and your friends have to deal with that :(

i absolutely love the wearables and snacks!! thank you so much again, i've been having a lot of fun with your little advent calendar system :') oh btw i had a dream the other night about the cow onesie you gave me on here hehe

Can you tell me about your cow onesie dream? I’d love to hear about it, I need more wholesome stories like that in my life

it was a weird dream tbh but i'd be happy to! :')

i was going for a walk whilst wearing the cow onesie (v comfy, ty) and i came across a field of cows and there was a farmer sitting in the grass hanging out with them all. some were sitting around him like doggos, others were lying down and some were just standing. but they were allll gathered around the farmer. and i really wanted to go say hello to the cows but then the farmer saw me from a distance in my cow onesie and gave me a Look and i was worried that i came off as too much of a cow freak so i left. :c The End 🐄

That is super sweet ;~; I’d love to experience something like that; cows seem like such sweet and gentle animals and I’m sure the dream cows would’ve appreciated a good petting. The cow onesie looks so flufffyy ahhhh

It’s funny that the farmer was creeped out by you though haha, I was guessing they were going to see you as a cow and just let you come over but ah well. If this was an old man farmer I wouldn’t have been surprised if his eyesight wasn’t that great!

me too! i'm always seeing these videos on instagram of cows at a sanctuary having cuddles with the human carers and they seem so sweet and gentle ;~; something that really strikes me is how much they love neck/chin scritches, it reminds me of petting a cat aha

i so wish i had a cow onesie irl!

omg i didn't think of that, now i wish i strolled down there anyway and blended myself in with all the cows. if i ever have that dream again, i'm gonna do things differently lol

I’m going to sleepsies now, hope you have a nice day < 3 thank you for chatting with me, I should probably go to bed now haha

Hope next time you have a cow dream, things will turn out to your advantage C:

i was just wondering if it was sleepy time for you soon! thank you for chatting with me too, it's been really nice c: i hope you get to sleep ok, lemme know if you have any cow dreams <3