it only took hitting rock bottom and having my hair start falling out 2 do a lil self-reflection does not feel very great tbh but if i finally have an explanation for my problems then i guess ill b happy. love how seeing a professional takes 10 billion years tho so like. wah!

Omg u r a bird who has a bird on ur bird head with an octopus body Also I am glad u have Tht realization to explain y things r how they r for u

it's a step to getting treatment! & potentially advice / ability to research ways to feel better on your own. like, you can't google "why do I feel bad," u kno

I'm hoping the Health Insurance Goblin Man sends you a decent provider within a reasonable time frame

yes this is actually a lot closer 2 what i look like in real life, figured id b more honest with yall. and thank u, ya having words 2 possibly describe is a step in the right direction... like i have diagnosed generalized anxiety disorder, but im at the point where that is not enough 2 explain my constant misery lmao

ugh ya exactly. and thank u ; - ; health insurance is the thing im worried abt like... there r no psychiatrists covered by me. i have a weird out-of-state dependent thing since im still on my dads insurance (bc, u kno, 22 year old) and god it sucks. and i dunno what/how much a therapist could actually do, so... i def need 2 figure out where tf 2 go first and foremost