i came back recently and i'm having a blast but there are a lot of reminders (like tickets filed and my number of warnings) that remind me of just how much of an asshat i was. oh my goddd. i'm so glad i've been able to come back after all of that tbh. i was the worst. i'm so embarrassed. -_-

anyone here who used the site when they were much younger have any stories or poor internet etiquette and whatnot? lmao. hopefully i'm not alone in this.

I get embarrassed even reading things I said last week. I think a lot of us have grown from the time we've started playing subeta until now. At least that's how I have been (I think)

lol! true. i wonder why i was even allowed on the internet sometimes. funny enough though, i feel like if i hadn't been using the internet the way i had been growing up i wouldn't be aware of almost anything that's important to me now

yeah without the internet growing up, I would probably be a very different person, and I kinda wish I knew how things would have went for me if I didn't spend so much time online :p

i know what you mean. i'd probably be much happier and more social, but not know as many things (and those things make me sad) i probably wouldn't be as consumed by politics and the world and human conditions haha

Yeah I definitely feel the same way as you two - the fact that forum posts are never deleted on Subeta means that every so often I'll go throw all my old forum posts and just cringe at the ones that are several years old.

NO you just gave me an awful idea... i'm trapped going through those now.

I'm so sorry! On the one hand it's great to see how much time has passed and how much we've grown as people in the course of lives both on Subeta and outside of it, but also scrolling through old forum posts makes me question why I was ever given access to a computer and the internet

I probably would still be interested in politics. it's something I find interesting, but I probably would be more social and less introverted, maybe even more confident.

some disappear :P but yeah that's just not something I want to ever do (plus there's way too many)

i feel like there's no saying what might have happened without the internet and i can't even picture how cool i might have been lmao

hahaha no it's okay! i actually can't find them so yeah.

Okay, now I'm sorry...

(That was recent topics, this one is recent posts)

yup no saying! I still wouldn't have been cool though, that's a fact :P

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edit: okay mostly everything from 2009 is gone at least, that was the worst