[Apologies to this subforum at large, but for obvious reasons this is my only way of contacting them]

Thank you so much for your shockingly generous gift. Thank you more for letting me know how you felt, reactions like yours inform my behaviour and are the reason I made the decisions I have. If you'd like come off anon and chat for a bit, that would be lovely (if not, that is totally and utterly fine and I will think just as well of you). All the best to you <3