So I just fessed up to my best guy friend and said that I've liked him for a long time.

And he said that he was sorry, but the feelings are quite unrequited.

I don't want to go around feeling sorry for myself. How do I go about making myself emotionally numb/better yet, happy again?

screw his best friend

owait no..

eat ice cream, yeah

I don't want to have a three day eat cookies and ice cream and cry period.

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I just want to stop feeling like I'm about to cry. I am not used to this and I don't like it.

I did this with my best friend too.

You always say you were kidding. Or going for his reaction or something.

In all seriousness, you need to cry. It's a female law. You must cry. xD

Maybe not for a long time, but you'll feel better.

Boys are boys. One day, he's going to need a date for a dance, and you won't be there. And he'll be like, oh shit.

Aw, no! :( I'm sorry.

I'd say let your feelings out. Do what you need to. Don't try to surpress anything. Once you're feeling better, talk to him again so things aren't awkward. I'm sure your relationship with him won't change. Acknowledge the fact that he knows you like him, but still act the same around him as you always do. (:

Things will smooth out pretty quickly.

As for your feelings, like I said, don't repress them. Cry if you need to and eat some ice cream. Always helps a little. Just remind yourself that it's not the end of the world. Life goes on.

I feel like a I'm quoting a self-help book or something. It's too late for me to talk like a normal person. :P

Anyway, I'm sorry. ❤ I wish I could offer better advice, but it's almost 3 a.m. and I've had a busy day. So I'm like falling asleep on my keyboard.

Eat ice cream.

I can't say I was kidding. It's a long story, but I can't. I know our friendship won't be strained from here on out, because he's cool like that.

I'm crying but I don't feel any better. When does the better happen?

At least I can say I tried?

Props to you for trying, btw. That takes a lot of guts. c:

Another idea:

Just forget men for a little while. They're all fucked up anyway. :P Hang out with some female friends for awhile.

I've been forgetting men for the longest time now.

This is the first time I've actually put my feelings out since some time last year, when the EXACT SAME THING HAPPENED

FFFFFUUUUUU

ah well, at least we're still friends.

Hi, I'm the girl who's going to be going to the prom alone in the future.

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and yes except for Gush. [:

love you to saddle <3[/quote] Aw. ❤ YOU'RE MAKING ME BLUSH!

Don't give up entirely just because of this one rejection! I'm sure you'll find someone great who shares your feelings. :) Plus: Prom is overrated. Who cares? Just go with friends.

This isn't just one rejection, though...

This is the icing on a rather extensive cake of previous rejections.

Never, ever a 'yes'. Always rejections.

And, fuck, this guy was all my friends.

My head hurts.

I am completely incapable of understanding just why I'm so unappealing. This also hurts my head.

Don't stress it. You're young. You'll find the right person. I know it sucks, but just try to live your life and not worry about love and rejections and men. They're all stupid (except for gush).

If you get rejected, so what? Don't be afraid of rejection. It doesn't really mean anything in the long run anyway.

Blah. I wanna say more, but I don't know how to. What the hell. I feel like I'm not even making sense.

I think my brain is slowly melting away and oozing down my spine or something. :c

I would go to bed, but I'm in this limbo of half-deadness and half-hyperness. (See? I can't even speak English anymore.)

I really shouldn't have eaten all those jelly beans earlier. Fuck.

I know, it's just high school and I really need to get over it.

I just honestly felt like we could have gotten along so great. We're extremely alike. And. I just. Like being around him so much. ]:

BUT yeah gtfo over it Knoxville. Other fish in the sea. Etc.

Nah, don't tell yourself to get over it.

It's hard. Emotions are tricky. Let yourself be sad.

As for him, just be his friend. Act like you always do around him. Perhaps he'll realize that you would, in fact, make a really awesome girlfriend. Now that his mind is opened to the idea and all. And he knows YOU wouldn't reject him. (:

If I'm not making sense, sorry. I think I'm going to try to sleep now. I feel like something crawled in my head and died and is now starting to rot. Here come the vultures. alkfhsldf.

Actually, he's known for a while.

He's very weird. He can't hand anyone telling him good things about himself. I gave him a note a looong time ago, entailing my feelings and all that. And I never got a response, I always just assumed it had gone through the wash in his pocket or something.

But he did, in fact, read it, apparently. And he knew this whole time, and never said a word because it made him uncomfortable to think of someone liking him. He's so weird. wtf.

But I doubt that he'll ever change his mind. I mean, maybe someday, if this girl he's holding out for breaks his heart, but until then... I'm his friend. And I'll keep telling myself that's good enough.

Hahaha. My best friend is in love with me, too. I know he is. I do love him, but not like that at all. I feel kinda bad sometimes, but anyways.

The best thing to do is to meditate and really think deep about it. Take all the time you need, eat comfort foods, whatever they are to you. (Nachos for me :3) And dude, have a cry session. Have a depressed period, you're a woman, women do this periodically anyways, better to just accept your nature than to fight it, love. It SUCKS falling in love with your best friend. It hurts when they don't respond or reciprocate the feelings, it hurts a damn lot. Just let it hurt...for a time. And mediate, really think about everything, talk out loud to yourself, yell at the moon, whatever.

Saddlebred is right, that you're young and have a long life ahaid of you for you to find love though. You'll find it eventually, don't worry. You will get over it eventually, but... for now, just vent because you need to. Don't rush to be over it NOW, let yourself feel what you need to!

I cried, I cried, I want to be done now. /:

I don't want to eat. I really, really don't...

Why did he have to be so nice about it, though... I almost wish he hadn't been, that he'd been a total asshole so I could just say I hate him anyway and not be sad.

I'm going to sit here and draw until I feel better.

Drawing is good ... raw emotion makes the best art, it's a fact. -shrugs- I tried to be philosophical.

b is down so fo' old times sakes should I say "an hero"? lol I'm just kidding ;3 Or like, go shoop a pic of Boxxy to make her look more retarded. or something. lol at some memes dawg.

Shit, that's where I go when I'm feeling shitty.

Awww. :( -virtual hug...?- Hmm...when I'm feeling down I play video games, I draw, I eat sweet food, I watch my favourite movies and I watch silly videos on youtube.

AWW KNOXVILLE! <3

Its okay. D: -hugsssss-

..Yes I know you don't know me. xD Your posts on da forumz are always so amazing though.

ANYWAY, dude, trust me. Dating your best friend is rarely worth it anyway. Take it from a PRIMARY SOURCE, here. :| I dated my best friend for almost two years, and trust me, them years weren't the happiest. xD I say that you are BEST FRIENDS for a reason, because you work the best that way, and seriously, dating destroys it. I know you're all like "wtf r u talkin' about Vic u idiot." but honestly. Its all fine and good when you're dating, but if you happen to break up.. It's never pretty. It gets all awkward, even if you don't want it to be. My ex and I dated for nearly two, and were best friends for two years before that! I lost him now.. I speak to him once a month maybe. I still miss him like fucking crazy, even if I don't have any romantic feelings left, or have ANY intention of getting back together with him. I miss him as a friend. K NOW THIS IS TURNING INTO EMO SESSIONZ 4 ME SO K STFU VIC. :D

But seriously, just be glad he isn't all LOL FUK U and ignoring you and shit. Once you get over him, you guys will be as happy as ever. :D EAT SUM ICE KREAM N' COOKIES, AND EVERYTHING YUMMY AND SWEET. :D

EDIT: Lol, overkill happy faces. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D