It's kind of hard to say, but I am heartbroken.. I don't usually like to make myself 'vulnerable', if you will, or type/talk about my life or how I'm feeling to other people.. It's just that, I'm hurt. I love my the only friend that I had in middle school, every night I dream about her, and I cry every time I think about her. We went separate ways after middle school, and I haven't heard from her since. Also, just recently, her phone number either changed or was deleted; either way, no matter how many times I call, I can't reach her. We were inseparable..

I miss her so much.... It was also half a year ago that I realized how I felt about her. Cornelia, I know you don't like me to call you that, but if you read this, which is hardly even likely, please answer. I miss you so much. I love you, and my heart is aching right now.

This isn't really the right forum, lol...

But does she have a facebook? :) I had a couple really close friends that I went different ways from, and even though I'm not a fan of myspace or twitter or whatever, finding their facebooks was wonderful because we're all tight again. ^^

I have no idea.. She never really told me which school she was going to..

I feel pathetic...

Do you know any other people that know her? You might be able to find her in one of their friendslists~ Also, if your school did like mine and sent out class directories every year, you could look through there and find her (old?) home number, or one of her parents' cells. :)

Even if you do find her, I'm sorry you have to go through this. Losing people close to you is always really tough, and not seeing them again isn't very different from them dying. :(

Well, to me, she's become more than I friend.. I really do love her, like I never loved anyone before.

Good luck, then. I hope you find her. :(

I'm sorry, I'll put this in the right forum..

Please lock..