I'm having a hard time. My spouse of nearly 10 years and I are separating. I'm disabled and they were my caretaker for most of our relationship. Everything is a whirl. I don't know how to move forward. I don't know what is real and I feel like the ground has been pulled out from under me.

I only just saw this. It's been about a month and a half now ... Are your roads looking any better than when you made this post?