!! first off, WOW! i was left speechless by the kindness, generosity and thoughtfulness of this community.

i withdrew really fast and without warning as i kind of hit the nitro on my life for a bit, so i apologize to each and every one of you for my silence until now. i still probably won't be active for a bit, but all of you deserve the biggest thank you! these are in no particular order. i know a mass thank you is a bit moot now, but damnit i appreciate yall ;w;

@ valiska @ cyroris @ cheriuki @ nayona @ shelbie @ pax @ disasters @ flyingkat @ lumine @ voltage @ deerest @ bird @ yuexing @ militia @ roses @ fleurdelumina @ colorful @ chie @ stay @ vic @ warrior

thank you all for the big things, the little things, and everything in between. truly.

beyond that, i'll broach a few subjects while i'm here!

-girl where have you been?! +i was promoted to security supervisor at the end of october! since then things have been one hell of a wild ride and all of my time and energy has gone into existing. rip. i'm training to run the floor, teaching newbies and reteaching oldies, assessing and analyzing, kicking bad people out, restructuring an entire dispatch program, redoing an infinite amount of badly written reports, reviewing surveillance, you name it! [sub]i may also have snuck back onto neopets for a nostalgia trip oop feel free to poke me for my un[/sub]

-are you quitting? +hell no! i may be a mere husk of a man but i'm still your friendly neighborhood antagonist. i'll be back, maybe with a bigger social meter, maybe with a smaller one. i tend to play something obsessively for a while, then drop it entirely and without warning and repeat the process in this giant cyclical manner. it's just a matter of time before i sneak back to sub. [sub]i've been eating mini pizzas for a month straight. do not step to me.[/sub]

-got any new cws for us? +hahahah [sub]no.[/sub] i havent even touched my tablet. i did finish two mixed media crafting projects by christmas and taught myself to cross stitch, badly, but beyond that i haven't got a creative bone left in my body right now. mooshy brain. no bueno. big sads. BUT, @ hell may or may not come back soon and show off a sweet little cw project she's been working on! keep an eye out~

-how about events? +wheeze not even close. i don't even know the next subetan holiday but i guarantee my lame ass won't be ready in time for that.. or the one after that, and probably not the one after that. seriously, i think my brain oozed out my ears last year and never crawled back in.

-how's life? +blech. i am stressy, depressy and one hell of a messy mother. my sweet son mouse (the cat) has a sizeable heart murmur and possibly kidney disease. can't trust my boss as far as i can throw him, and i simply do not possess the patience or energy required to fix an entire department. lucky for me i get to walk out my frustrations and kick rabble rousers out of my workplace and get paid to do so. B) all in all life has many ups and downs and i'm strapped in tight to the strugglebus.

thank you once again. you can message me any time via comments, but please expect a delay! i'm trying i swear home skillets!

stay safe my dudes, misty/stan/satan <3