I been with this guy on and off since I was 14. Now we aren't dating I am totally lost. I thought he was my soul mate boy was I wrong. I don't know if I will ever find love again.

Refuse to Love.

A loner like mine doesn't need validation.

Mine too old for a first time.

I know this is a late reply but take this chance to try things you had to hold off on before. Take up classes you wanted to, learn a new craft or hobby. Find groups of people local that like the same things you do. This relationship might be done but you can take on anything you want to try! Visit more with friends or family you couldn't see as much before. Go visit your fave parks and water areas. The options are endless!!!

No man is ever worth your sanity or peace. If it were meant to work, it would have. I know you're hurting but I promise you that it will pass. You will be okay

I agree with Kore. I found my husband in college when i was already so sick of relationships and felt so unlovable.

Bad past experiences do not influence how your life will be from now on.