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My mom passed away suddenly last night. I am at an absolute loss. I am completely numb and I don't even know how to begin to process this. She's been by my side my whole life, and I've been by hers. Every time she was taken to the hospital, I was right there, even if it was something minor. I still went to the hospital tonight, but was not allowed to be by her side. I told her I was sorry I wasn't there...
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My father passed unexpectedly in October just gone, and it really is such a difficult thing to deal with and accept.
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A handful of people went way above and beyond last night.
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My friend identified my mom as she was admitted as "unidentified", her husband cleaned up the blood...
I've been awake for 26 hours now...I can't get the image out of my head.
OP, get a therapist who specializes in grief.
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My dad died suddenly 4 years ago and I wish I reached out to someone then.
My counselor isn't doing much to help. No medication to help with the anxiety. Kinda just raw dogging it and still not able to accept any of this.
Cuddlezilla your furry friend, and vent to your REAL friends. I may not know you personally, but doing that helps no matter what.
OMG Jengie.. I just read this and I am SO sorry to hear of this. I can't imagine the pain you are experiencing right now. I wish I could give you a hug right now.
Cigarettes are just like squirrels; perfectly harmlesss...until you put one in your mouth and light it on fire!