i love. when u get pains near ur bladder so u get a uti test and dont find out the reuslts until tomorrow and the amount of blood coming from down there is Increasing instead of Decreasomg

i want 2 cry tbh . i have been on T for two years why is this happening now life feels Awful and idk where to go to talk abt this

i feel like im posting in the wrong place but idk ill move it or delete it if people watnt

i need a hystorectomy or whatever ASAP like the feeling m having rn is . so bad i feel like im gonna slip intoa depressive episode dang lol hhh

oh nooooo i'm so sorry you're going through this, dude :(

dysphoria from bleeding/pelvic pain is so brutal, i think out of all the things that make me uncomfortable in my body, that one tops the list

i hope it all gets sorted out for you really quickly, friend! Good luck and stay safe <3

thank u corvooo :(((( Y E A H ITS ABSOLUTELY BRUTAL,,, its soul destroying hahhafkdjghfdkjg i feel like . disintegrating into the dirt. thank u :((( <3333

ofc! <3

so true, soul destroying is the perfect description!! i always wanna just,,,,cease to exist when that stuff's going on

if you're able to participate in any kind of escapism atm like reading or gaming or watching stuff, i always find that helps to distract myself! i'm sure you've already thought of that tho aha

that fucking sucks I'm sorry :(

i hope its let up now and ur UTI test was neg :'(