I’ve been here 17years I’ve played pretty much consistently for that time. I was on the original site before the reboot even.

The fact the last ticket I made with proof was completely fluffed off, not resolved over something that I actually enjoy, it’s one of my favourite challenges and I collect the times. Melody is something that made me really happy actually and I look forward to it.

It ruined it for me just that moment of being so undervalued, I trusted it would be resolved. Maybe my trust is broken that it would be resolved in the future.

That subeta made an entire trunk out of one item and couldn’t have been bothered to pull it out of the shops. I would have liked those items. It was a huge lack of oversight.

I’ve been participating and supporting cw artists for years and I’m friends with only one because they are so kind.

I’ve poured hours, and money into supporting subeta. I honestly stopped after they took away the discounts because I’m Canadian and the exchange was so high that it was better to subscribe for a time then buy csc.

I’ve forgiven the lag, the downtime, late holidays.

But really, I don’t have a community, I rarely talk to anyone, the shout box is practically permanently on a completely different page.

Not that this post is going to be seen anyway. I think I just needed to write it out. Kinda like oatmeal.

After all it’s a game and sometimes you lose.

So sorry to hear that... I know how you feel though sometimes things can feel so overwhelming. Maybe take a break and come back? I know it's not the best advice out there but if you still enjoy the game it's often best to step back and let other things occupy your mind in a time.

If you ever need to vent more, feel free to sMail me. c:

I agree with what Amei said that's what I am doing after December ends I will be going on a Hiatus