but like u just. dont even have the energy 2 put down allllllll the troubles tht r weighing u down, so u cant even like journal abt it or some shit

Pain

anyways whats up every1 i could use a little assistance pulling my head out of my ass!

peep peep.

are you doing ok marcel. I can’t stay up late I have school tomorrow, but I wish nothing but the best for you

do you like my legs

ur a youngin ur supposed 2 stay up late And go 2 school on time!! lol but rly, thanks 4 that ray. im just very very stressed and its been taking its toll on me physically and even more mentally now and just. sigh. things.

i love ur legs, givin me a lil ol razzle dazzle! also ty 4 the chicky thingy ; w ;

karate-kicks u

Is this about the workload you mentioned on the NC? And yeah that sucks, it absolute can drain the life out of you. I absolutely believe you can get it done and do a good job of it too though, keep going my friend

and if I stay up late I will be tired and that will make me sad when I inevitably have to do schoolwork myself ;~; so I kind of have to sleep. bye bye

kinda that, and just like a bunch of other life stuff that i dont wanna get into lol. i need 2 prioritize finding a therapist but w the aforementioned homework hell it hasnt been high on my list. thank u so much ray, u deserve the world ; - ;

sigh i suppose i understand u weirdos tht wake up b4 noon need sleep and stuff. lmao good nite ray, sleep well

Hope things go ok for you :( I've been pretty weighed down recently myself... 3 more finals this week and the semester is over.

thanks dude, i hope things go well 4 u too. i have 3 tests this week as well. i just want it 2 be over but also im scared 4 it 2 end

also i saw u sent me a msg and i was gna respond 2 it but i accidentally 4got 2 uncheck it when i was clearing out my inbox :x

I feel that I'm really scared for the Mandarin class to end, partly because I don't want to be off on break and have my brain turn to mush. I've already forgot so much!!

Oh man that sounds like something I would do. tbh I can't remember what I said. I have cats now, I managed to put collars on both of them and I feel really accomplished bcuz the one is super skittish and I had to trick her with some treats just to grab the squirmy thing. Luckily doggo loves them, the one rubs her head against his snoot sometimes and then he tries licking her. It's so cute. He's like a gentle giant to these cats, he's 5-6 times their size and he's just been great with them and thankfully doesn't seem too upset about sharing the house. He is a lil clingier to me then before and has started laying down ON me instead of just next to me, so I think he's really trying to claim me as his, but overall he's being a very good boi and I love that for everybody.

ugh yeah, im like... i h8 school but also not having a purpose over break freaks me out. i need 2 start takin better care of myself so i can get a job...

awww im glad they r all getting along! when i lived w my mom we used 2 have a cat tht got along w our dogs 2 the point she would cuddle w our huge thiccy yellow lab lol. have u picked out names 4 the kitties yet? or maybe they already had names?

yeah :( jobs are hard. I'm lucky I do like nothing at work, the cat inn is more intense but it's cool because I'm almost always working alone and can just chill for the most part. but my main job is literally just... greet the people sometimes. pick up stuff other times. make stuff look neater. occasionally get asked dumb questions. it's really not bad lol it just doesn't pay great.

aww that's so adorable, I love when pets get along with each other :) Mariah wanted to name one Spork, so I named the mom/more loving cat Spork hoping when Mariah gets back from CA that one's gonna be more cuddly and close to her. Then I wanted to complete the set with Knife but pronounce it ka-nif-E and we just call her Nif for short. That's the daughter, she's skittish but gets curious about me sometimes and comes and explores my room when I'm on Zoom classes and she thinks I don't see her lol. Nif also likes to go half way down my basement steps and meow into the void. I think I have a ghost. o_0