my sleep schedule has been so bad lately...... like, awful. i get up 2 wake up zappa and then lay in bed basically til my bf says hes on his way home from work. and its weird bc i dnt feel depressed and i havent been going 2 sleep obscenely late, but i just cannot wake up?? so i feel like i mite just have 2 bite the bullet and pull an all-nighter 2 kinda reset myself. i also have zoom class at 9:30am and i skipped last week so i could fucken sleep, so i am rly nervous abt missin tht again too. but all-nighters r so Boring every1 i kno goes 2 sleep at normal person times!!

I'm here if you're still up. My sleep has been really off too, I keep taking naps late in the day and it has me really off.

ayy yes i am lol. i just sat down w some buttered noodles and breakfast sausage (yes i am an adult) and am watchin an episode of wife swap

how have u been doin

that sounds tasty I had mini tacos for dinner and I've been eating too much candy. So I have a cleaning person coming by in the afternoon and I'm really nervous for it. I just hope they don't judge me too badly, my place is a wreck.

Didn't hear from Mariah today but I talked to the guy I was really upset by and I think we're cool now.

oooh candy, dylan and i gotta go peep the discount stuff 👀 if they r worth having there, i dnt think u gotta worry abt being judged. they see all kinds of situations and honestly will probably just b happy ur not an upper middle class asswipe who thinks hes the next trump

oh thts good at least. did she get admitted the other day or?

I gotta go check out the discount stuff in the morning. I have so much trash and boxes that need broken down and it's just too much for me to deal with so I need somebody to come in and get me back to some baseline level of clean.

she got sent to Petersburg so ya she was admitted. that's why I'm like hmm weird I didn't hear anything today. went and talked to my 7/11 lady about what's going on, she said she worries about us.

ALSOOO I got my hydrus blob finally!!!

aww well hopefully u hear smth tmrw. im crossin my fingers. thts nice u have 7/11 lady 2 be ur friend

yay!!!

at least things have been pretty cool. my birthday is in a week so my parents are coming on Sunday and we're going to Mr Noodle, I love the bento box there but I might get the stone pot thing next time 'cause a friend told me it's super good. not worried about them seeing my wreck of a house because I know they won't come in because my dog tries to munch them.

narrator voice he did not pull the all-nighter

but i woke up in time for class and then didnt fall back asleep after so yay

you did better than me I slept straight through my only class of the day :( sent an email to the professor to explain myself. tbh I thought stuff was cancelled for the election but I guess I was wrong.

aw dont feel too bad abt it, i did tht last week. im sure ur prof gets it, this is a rly tough time of the semester

tbh i doubt it kdfghjjg but we can hope anyways!!

I basically explained what my smooth brain did thinking about the election and mentioned my partner's been in the hospital and it's just a super hard week for me.

speaking of my partner she still hasn't called me. I wish she would. In the meantime I've had more time to chat with people since I'm not spending all day with her so it's been a nice break, I've met some cool people.

Just did my homework. I think I did terribly on history and I know I got my Mandarin right but I may not have been grammatically correct on one of my sentences, I wasn't sure if I was supposed to use the same word that was in the answer in my question or phrase the question the way it's been done the last like 5x I've seen it. Now I think I was supposed to make it different aaaah