Recently things in my personal life have gone all topsy turvy and I have yet to completely regain my footing. I have been kind of moody lately, due mostly to the stress I am under. That being stated...I have this best friend, whom I have known for a decade. He has been going through a lot too, and I have put aside my own tribulations to be there for him.

Then there was today, he asks me if I wanted to link up today and just chill. I agreed and said it would probably help get our minds off of things. Through out the day I took care the adulting things...bills and such, all the while waiting on him to message me and let me know when. I ask him a couple of times what was up, and he always gave some run around reason as to what was taking him so long.

Finally 10 rolls around and I call it quits, and I tell him as much and express how I didn't appreciate being given the wild goose chase today. If he had something else going on, that is perfectly fine, but at least give me a heads up instead of treating me like a side and keeping me on the back burner in case he suddenly decides he's ready to hang out...

And suddenly I become the bad guy...I have done nothing but cry for the past hour and I am about ready to pull my hair out. The frustration is real.

You're definitely, 100% not the bad guy here. I know it's hard to cancel on people, I'm guilty of being really bad at it too, but come on it's only polite to at least send a "I can't come sorry" message. I'd be pissed in your shoes too.

I think something may be up...

He hasn't been himself lately, all week last week he didn't sleep. This week he was so sick, I thought he was going to die. He has been having major moodswings..

I am pretty sure I know what it is, it would make sense. He knows that I would be able to pin point it immediately if he was around me. So he's been doing this avoidance BS that only irritates me further. It does suck..but maybe distance is needed right now.