Basically, my favorite Youtube channel... the creator, Steve Cash, creator of the Talking Kitty Cat series, recently committed suicide. I am really struggling to process this. I am overwhelmed and shocked I am grieving the way I am. I am crying over someone I never met. I was shocked. I am saddened that we'll never get another Talking Kitty video (unless he had one finished on his computer, doubtful). I am saddened that we likely won't get updates on the animals.

I feel selfish for thinking some of these things.

i'm sorry to hear that :( I didn't hear about him, but it's still shocking to hear. And i heard about another youtuber who did this a few months back. :( (i think female, but i didn't hear about her either). You're not weird for grieving for someone you never met. Some people leave a mark on our lives with their presence, words, actions. sometimes they're good marks, other times they're bad, ugly ones. It's pretty clear this guy left a good mark, and his videos must have made you feel good. Hopefully someone in his family or friends will be able to update on those animals one way or another. I hope you start feeling better soon. /virtual hugs