I dont know what to say or what's really appropriate but i... I need help I need somebody to talk to.. I feel alone in this... I lost someone I loved for 3 years and spent 5 years of my life with.... I dont know what to do with myself... he was abusive towards me... I was so stupid to think we'd actually get married....

I'm so sorry to hear this happened to you. You are amazing. And are such a better place now. You just might not see it yet. Abuse is abuse and you deserve better. It is not okay that you went through that. Be glad you got out of it safely. Abuse is NOT love. You weren't stupid you were manipulated. I've been through a very abusive relationship before. It was hard. It was scary. I'm so glad I'm safe. But I still live in fear. If you need anything or just want to chat you can send me a PM I'll be happy to chit chat <3

I hope you are doing okay! I totally agree with tablenuggets post. My relationship of 6.5 years was thrown away and I realize I am much better out of that situation despite my fantasies I had about it. Please if you need someone to talk to, I would be happy to listen if you would like to talk. ❤

I am very fortunate in that I have a loving hubby. However, I have been through some bad break-ups. One set me up for a bad situation. The guy left me while I was in the psych ward. I hooked up with another patient and things escalated quickly. I ended up having to drop out of college and live with my parents. It sucked. I don't like remembering what happened. The guy was evil. The worst person I ever dated, I would say..