I'm having trouble sleeping. I could still hear him snoring where he used to sleep. His name was Myles, I miss him so so much. I just need to get this out, you can ignore me if you want. I absolutely love dogs, I love how they seem to understand emotion far greater than any other pet ever could. When you're sad, they are there resting their paw on you as if to say, it's going to be okay. Driving to the vet my Mom tried to calm him by saying it's okay, but I couldn't bring myself to comfort him, I couldn't say much of anything. Choking on tears and ugly crying the whole vet visit, and drive home. He went out very peacefully, some dogs pee or defecate when put down, Myles slowly laid his head between his front paws, closing his eyes slowly and he was gone. I hope he knew how much I loved him. How much I'll always love him, I miss him so much that it hurts. :(

I’m so sorry Moon :( that must be so hard for you.... I don’t ever want to go through that with my dog. I will be just as broken:(

Sorry for the loss of your pet ... loosing a pet is like loosing a member of your family .. I am sure by the way that you talk about Myles that he felt how much you loved him. It's ok to be sad but soon try to remember all the fun stuff you did with Myles.

Thank you for all your comments. It's not easy to lose my little furry brother, I have to keep myself occupied to avoid crying. I appreciate all of your concern, thank you.

hugs I just lost my kitty a few weeks ago. She was only 12, not old for a cat. She was the same as far as feeling my emotions. She always knew and she always comforted me. She was wiser and sweeter than any human. Her name was Holly and I miss her so much. She was such a good cat and one of the best friends I'll ever have. She was family and I will never forget her.

Same with Myles. It's so weird that he's not here anymore. He used to sleep out in the kitchen, I look out there expecting to see him but he's not there. I've cried so much these past few days.

I'm so sorry for your loss. The first few days are the hardest and even the first few weeks are hard. You will get through this though. Myles will always have a special place in your heart <3

I lost my dog last month, too. I'm so sorry for your loss dude. Losing a dog is just like losing a family member, mine was 19 years old. She went peacefully at home, which is all I could've wanted for her at the end of the line, but I still cried for days.

Things will get better, and I'm sure your puppy is looking down on you proudly somewhere out there. Myles will always be in your heart, and I hope you get to feeling well again soon. (hug)

I am so sorry for your loss. Dogs are the most wonderful creatures. My oldest dog was about 17 when she passed last year, meaning she had practically been there since I was about 4. When I went on holiday with my dad (parents were divorced), she would drag my pillow from my bed and sleep on it. She would also protect me against anything if needed even though she was not that big. Sadly her passing was not so peaceful as your Myles' was. She had a big lump on her belly (fat) and one day when she was home, it went open, so she went with a lot of pain. It was the most terrible thing I've ever seen in my life. I still miss her so much.

Thank you all for your comments and concern, it gets easier and I have days where I miss Myles more than others. I know I'll never forget him, I still love him with all my heart. Thank you for your help and kind words everyone!

im am so so sorry for you <3 it must be heartbreaking but he will always live in your heart and memory