Glad your back you have been missed!

Thank you <3!! How have you been?

Oh my gosh, that is so much to have had to be handling...thanks for telling us ^^ I really hope it all works out >//< know that I love youu We're glad to have you back <3 (you look so prettyy and your makeup owo)

Good sleepy atm lol. Planning on kids in a few months :O

hugs Welcome back! I'm so sorry hon. I actually live with BPD and understand all too well how difficult it can be, especially when you have stress amplifying it (mine manifests in paranoia and dissociative states). If you ever want to talk, feel free to message me.

love you too ❤️! Thank you :3 While I'm going through it I want to try to talk to as many people as possible in hopes of others feeling comfortable talking about their mental health. I am so sick of people being able to discuss physical illnesses with ease but when it comes to mental health most people are too ashamed to speak out :o!

ARE YOU PREGNANT :D:D:D?????

hugs Its so nice to know that someone else has this condition ❤️! Its such a horrible thing, I haven't had paranoia yet but I definitely understand the dissociative states. I've to go to the doctors again tomorrow because BPD rarely has hallucinations so I haven't a clue what their next plan is. I just want them to give me tablets to stop them lol

I'm so glad to see you back! I'm sorry it's been so rough while you were gone :c hugs I know how taxing mental illnesses and couple that with extreme stress at the work place... yeah, no bueno :c I'm proud of you for seeking help on all fronts and continuing to fight for the happiness you deserve!!! <3 I'm a bit of a turtle responding to things properly, but please feel free to reach out any time to me, no matter how big or small!

Not yet but I just got off the pill so we will be trying in the very near future ^^ Gonna do a is it a boy or girl contest for my forum group too when it happens XDD I saw yall talking about paranoia. I get super paranoid when I am left home alone and I can't sleep DX even with a gun on my bed side table DX I don't like being alone

Welcome back! I'm sorry to hear that things are rough :c Stay strong ^-^ We're all here for you!

Ya, it is a weird kind of relief when you know someone else that can relate - makes it feel not quite so lonely in the battle, even if we still have our own unique struggles with it. hugs The paranoia made me question a lot of what I was feeling, or thought I was experiencing/feeling with those that I worked with (feeling like others were working against me, sabotaging my work, etc.) - I can't imagine questioning what you are seeing, that must be really hard. I really hope they find something that works for you!

Welcome back ❤️❤️ although I see you on social media XD

i'm so happy to have you back! squishes i'm sorry you went and are going through so many things! you know you can talk to me if you want! xxx

Hiiiiii welcome back!!!! The last time I heard about you is when you were saying you were having anxiety and won't be on much... We missed you!!! Also I added you on instagram :) I'm didigao236, my insta is full of punny and funny convos hahaha...

Yeah, that's so true...might I ask what it means to have BPD? I don't really know much c:

- Hi! :D

Oh gosh, that is so much that you've had to deal with. The job situation sounds so awful and I'm angry that they would call you a liar. As for the BPD, I'm really glad that you have a team that's working on getting your symptoms under control. I don't have BPD, but I know what it's like to have a mental disorder not be treated... it's not fun at all.

thank you so much ❤️ how have you been? :3

awww that's fantastic :D! I hope you get pregnant soon then ❤️!!! you must keep us all updated :D!!!!

thank you lovely ❤️! I adore your signature! its so cute!!!!

oh I understand that a lot! I'm not good with work obvs but I don't want to be claiming off the state or anything :( but Lord knows I'd be a lot happier without needing to work!

squishes thank you ❤️ How have you been feeling? xxx

brilliant ❤️! Ive requested to follow your insta back :D!!!

so BPD is Borderline Personality Disorder and essentially it makes you paranoid, dissasociative, you struggle maintaining relationships, and stuggle with anxiety and depression! Its a bit of a strange one tbh! [link=https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/borderline-personality-disorder/] This is a good sight that describes it [/link]

I do believe work may have been sorted out today but I cant like tell anyone until its been finalised :)

I plan too :O How are you and your honey? planning a wedding yet?

not so great to be honest. i've got every bug that's going at the moment, except the flu because i got my flu shot in september. missed quite a few days of work already this year because i keep getting different bugs >< bleh! btw when i say 'you can talk to me' i do mean it, it's not just me being nice, i am always happy to listen to your problems if you need someone to talk to, even just to vent it all. ^^ but then you also dont have to, because i know sometimes you just dont want to think about it!

were good :D nah lack of funds as per usual and we also want to try and save for a mortgage first :D

awww jeez that really sucks! have you been to se your doctor? maybe they can give you something to boost your immune system? I got the flu this year over Christmas, it was bloody horrific XD!!!

I know ❤️ thank you <3