I start things like a project pan(a challenge to empty up unused makeup/lotion,ect..)I gave myself over 3 months and did not finish a single product.. I started doing product reviews now it's like once every few months I review a product and my reviews are not as good as they used to be. I don't even show myself in review videos anymore. Some of my videos(maybe 3 or 4) have more than 1 thousand views. Ive been doing reviews for over 2 years I switch it up and do unboxing videos from time to time. Im not well known(honestly im like a nobody) in the reviewing community I have 55 subscribers.Honestly I think most are dead(accounts that are no longer being used) accounts..

Could it be a self confidence issue? Self esteem issues?

It's just like somethings off.. I mean lot's has been going on my town loves to gossip and spread rumors.Honestly there is a lot of people I would love to tell where they could jump.Even when I was in school drug deals where going on in the class rooms and the teachers where not watching there class.I was stalked my freshmen year and had the notes from the guy who was stalking me(a senior who was a teachers son)and the school put it off as a crush and did nothing to him. I knew his mother so I called her and told her what her son was doing and she made him stop turns out he had some mental issues..and the school did not contact her.

So reviews where a way for me to share my thoughts and escape from all the drama.Reviews opened up doors for me it was a way to start conversations with others.Like me and another lady(she works for a transportation company that takes me places) we will talk about brands we like sales in stores.She travels more than I do so she gives me info on sales and I give her info on products ive tried and liked or disliked.Sometimes I will have tried something she has thought a bought buying so I can tell her if it's worth the price.

I'm not sure what you're trying to explain. I will say however that reviewing products leads to a competitive standard. Where do you review? Are your reviews paid? Sponsored? Is there a way for you to boost your name out there in the community? (using your social circle, forums etc). What's the quality of your reviews?

I am having a hard time understanding the link with your self esteem issues you've said above and your reviews.

Let me try this again. Ive not finished any thing ive started.I was turning a room into a filming room but things went south and now it's a laundry room.I failed at my project pan I did not finish a single product.I had planned to film a shopping haul video but every time I try I feel like it's not going good during filming so I stop. I used to do a 3 part review..Product description came 1st then my review.2nd was is it worth the price?.3rd was would I recommend it. Now I just do the product review then my review. When I first started I did not even include the product description..

I think some of my issue is Ive had no one telling me what they like what they don't like.What they would like to see more of or less of ect..so I don't know how I can improve..

I am a non paid product reviewer.I have a website that's hosted by a free service so it costs be nothing. I have a youtube,twitter,Instagram. Youtube is most used social media.

I can't do like a lot of reviewers and go out and buy lights and cameras and spend a bunch a money.I use the camera on my phone and that's it.

I review a wide variety of things.Makeup,hair care,skin care,household products,pet products,food/beverage products.

You could put a link in your signature that would lead to your review website. It's a possible way to gather interest. Since you cannot afford much when it comes to filming, a good light exposure, not too shaky image and a clear description would be enough.

I wouldn't call this lack of esteem, but more like struggling to achieve. It's normal to see a decrease in your interest if you cannot get any form of support in return or get lukewarm results.

Do you have friends willing to help you boost your channel? Where do you host your videos? On Youtube?

never thought about putting anything in my signature. Im trying to come up with a idea for February..Last February I did nothing cause I was recovering from a surgery. February to me me means pinks,purples,lavenders,ect.. hearts,chocolates,candles.. So maybe I will post a Instagram photo using makeup that I will also review..I have some eyeshadow's that ive not reviewed or even used yet..

I stay to myself cause my town is full of crazy/drunk, drug addict people. Yes my videos are on youtube.

I've taken a few minutes to watch your content. I'd say it's really not that bad at all. What I'd reccomend is only to improve the quality of your videos.

1. Try to film during the day in front of a window or near a window. It will be much more interesting than seeing a dark video that has a very fake light effect.
2. While reviewing food product, you could cook them and include a clip or a picture of the cooked product in your video.
3. Try to film on a clean surface. This isn't meant to come off as rude but I've seen a few clips where you filmed on your bed? and there were stains. I'd say to invest in a $1 white board from the dollar store so you can put the product reviewed on there.

I'm also seeing a lot of grammatical mistakes and such. Is it possible for you to correct them from now on?

Sometimes the products fall and and stain the surface they fall on. Ive filmed on a table(which I now have my dogs supplies on so can't use it for filming) Ive filmed on my bed and my sheets have some stained areas from lipsticks,messy eye shadows,ect that fell and I could not get the stains out in the wash.

I use the video software that came with my computer it takes over 2 hours for it to just prepare a video longer than 5 minutes for editing..Ive looked in the past for other free software but had no luck.So ive been trying to keep my videos short.

As for grammar are you talking about on my site? cause I can edit pretty much anything ive put on there.English was always my worst subject in school but a lot of it was due to a learning disability caused by a medical issue when I was born.I did not breath or cry when I was born the cord was wrapped around my throat and almost killed me which caused me to have mild cerebral palsy.So that's why I sometimes trip over my word and have trouble getting my point across in my videos..

I really hope you will be able to gain more subscribers and can earn a few dollars from Youtube.

I'm sorry if I came out as rude regarding the stains. If you ever need to remove them, I've heard baking soda and vinegar can really help. Cleaning right away is often the best. But again, getting one of those white board would really save you this hassle. I think the dollar store sells them at $1.25 for a bundle of 3.

I've find a list of free softwares online. I am hot familiar with them as a use an expensive Adobe programm. There aren't bad. I was refering to any forms of grammatical errors and awkward structure. Can you find someone that can proof read for you? Or perhaps, a free programm to correct these?

I'll give you an example of what I mean while using your review website.

Correction: I am a non-paid reviewer, which means that I am not getting any profit from doing these reviews. I will always remain true to myself and review product according to my own liking. All my reviews are based upon personal taste and reflection.

I am doing these reviews as a form of way to share my opinion regarding products and websites. My experience is always based on my liking or my dislike of a product. I will not encourage to use a product if I did not find it good enough to be shared.

im not in it for the money.Plus to get paid you have to allow ads to be played on your videos..Why would I allow this when I don't even like watching ads on others videos.Also you have to make at least $100.00 a month to get paid and you have to provide your tax info and bank info..NO way on earth would I trust them with that kind of info.

If your talking about yellow spots on the fuzzy blanket that's the actual pattern on the blanket.If it was the old pink sheet with the cats on it that thing was old and worn out..the blue sheet has some makeup stains..It's very hard for me to find sheets that fit my bed and that I can afford.

My dog has been sick so ive been taking care of her.So my mind is like everywhere..

Im trying to figure out how to go about doing a petco and petsmart shopping haul video.I got 40 pound bag of dog food on sale for 29.99 then I showed my coupon which was a $10.00 off coupon so I saved over 50% ! then I went to Petco and got 14 items 13 of them I got free! Before my coupons it was going to be 75.00 I only ended up paying for one item and it was less than !40.00 So I saved over $40 in one day!

I know several friends who are Youtubers and it's a trustworthy way to get money. They cannot stole anything from you with a bank account as a password is needed.

It's also a bit unsanitary to review these things on your bed, especially if you mention that unfortunate accidents leave a stain. Plus, as your budget is small, I think it may be time to ditch using your sheets as a background since those are much more expensive to replace than a white piece of cardboard. You could even get a plastic type of sheet that you can wash.

That's a nice deal. You could explain how you made the deal and then show a haul of everything you've gotten.

Mu dog is very sick(she is throwing up) so everything is on hold right now.Ever since I got her from the breeder she been getting sick every time I turn around.Vet said the breeder sold me a dog with genetic defects and the dog was sick when I got her(day after I picked up my dog I took her to the vet she had worms and something else..) and the breeder would not honor the health guarantee they gave me.

My dog might not make it.. her body temp and heart rate are not staying normal.

I might just do a slide show showing the products and add a audio clip of me explaining it. I will think more on this later right now things are bad..

My dog has passed away.Kidney failure.The breeder I will NEVER deal with again.

sorry if I seemed snappy.Stress levels have been and are high.