Ive noticed Ive been losing interest in almost everything.I used to clean my fish tank 2 times a week now its like once a week.I used to start plants from seeds but its like why bother. Things have been very bad for me over the past few years.Ive had my wallet stolen,leg surgery due to a car wreck,behind on all the bills,someone stole my lawnmower,Financially due to the thief stealing my wallet and a dead persons debt im looking at losing my electric,phone,house,car everything.My town also got hit by a massive flood.Had a blind dog stolen off my yard between 3am and 5am odd thing that's all person took a blind dog that has a skin condition and tumors...You could just look at her and see she was sick her eyes cloudy knots on her stomach where the tumors I was having to pack her in and out of the house till I put her in a dog pen.3 days later heard a loud vehicle and she was gone.Pen gate was still closed and she couldn't have dug out cause there was no holes and found her collar snapped to the pen.

Only way I can afford groceries is by using apps on my phone that pay me in giftcards for doing things like video watching. I get less than 1200 a month and thats a fixed income.Churches are a joke in my town they all have catches such as contracts where they take over your bank and you cant have control till they say you can which could be never.You cant even pay for your medications without there permission or pay a co pay or even buy toilet paper without there say so.

Ive cut out so much out of my life. Holidays/birthdays jewelry,makeup tv,dvds Ive bought 0 clothes and 0 shoes in 6 years. Ive not had my hair cut in 2 years. honestly I only leave my house to go to the doctor or store.

Im going to have to find some pants though most of mine are beyond sewing.

im not seeing a way out of this mess.I have a lawyer where I was in a wreck but that case could take years cause 4 people including me where in the rig that got slammed by a drunk driver.

Oh wow, you've been having the granddad of a hard time. D; Even one of those things is enough to take the spring out of anyone's step. Challenging situations end up spreading you so thin that the whole thing kinda collapses like a house of cards, right? I hope you have some friends or family you can count on for emotional if not financial support.

no just me and my mom and she has cancer and seizures.I try and take care of her.

Oh nooo. D; It's too much, man. How did you get dealt such a crappy hand?

well when my dad died me and my mom got all his debt.Everything else was not far behind. my town is basically drug heads,thieves,ect.. I live out side of town but since one of the drug heads moved down the road my stuff including the dog has been coming up missing.Person is narc so cops don't ever do anything on them.They got busted house full of drugs and minor children involved and they got charges down to small amount of weed and kept there kids who they let drink before they where 10 years old.

Luckily Ive made 30.00 in giftcards for the month but 30.00 doesn't buy much since I can only use it at walmart.

That is just terrible. = n =; I know it's easier said than done but shouldn't you move somewhere else? Seems like almost anywhere is better than where you are now. Also you need more good people in your life, people who you can depend on. No one makes it all by themselves in this world, especially not small fry like us.

cause for whats left owed against my place I can't find anything cheaper. On bright side my lawyer called me.He said since I was the one who had the most medical treatment that I would get more than the other 3.SO I get paid first and whatever left goes to the 3 others one who's mother forged her signature at hospital cause the girl walked out and refused anything other than a temperature check.

Of course my medical bills and lawyer come off the top but hey its better than nothing since all the drunk had was liability and owned nothing other than his car which was totaled.

I also found a way to turn my apps I use into money for my bluebird prepaid card.It takes a lot of patience but it's better than going to Walmart all the time.Walmart is a hour drive from my house and the bluebird card I can withdraw at a atm or use it in some local stores.

O A O! That's great news! Things will start working out little by little! o u o 9 Looks like it's as they say, from the rock bottom, the only way is up.

Remember to enjoy summer! I'm cheering you on!

odd my lawyer want me in his office tomorrow..i know there not been enough time to get medical leans negotiated..

Summer be easier if I had air.My unit went out last year.So Ive been using a fan and a small air unit that you put in a window.Try cooling over 4 rooms with a fan and a small air unit in window.Ive basically been eating tuna miracle whip on bread.To hot to cook. MY cabinets build heat so I get a wave of hot air every time I need a cup out of them.I can't even store salt in them cause it sticks together to much humidity.there made of cheap material.The walls are even cheap there that stuff that thin non wood stuff.

I know this is a huge stretch, but have you tried to seek therapy or counseling? You have gone through a lot of traumatic events and it would be best to talk it with someone. I hope everything turns out okay, day by day ❤️

if I can get some of the debt swiped out things would be easier and less stressful. Im working on paying my house off but im kinda wondering if it be easier to just pay it up to date.Then use the rest of money on other bills.Im just afraid of falling behind again.