Bad things happen in groups, this is an accepted fact. To sum up the past few months:

Screwed up my back, again.

Dad got sick, and I was taking care of him he couldn't stand- then he was admitted to the hospital for sepsis and what turned out to be an infection in his spine. Right now he's in a nursing home while we get the house ready and will be on in antibiotics for at least six weeks, and oral for up to a year.

My computer, which I've had since the end of 2009 or 2010, has probably died. As in the hard drive has probably crossed over to the other side. I've got most things backed up, all but the last few months, which of course has a few almost finished short stories in it, Why didn't I back it up more often? Well, the driver for the backup program would cause my pen tablet driver to crash.

Next, sign ups for spring semester are on right now and I'm barely holding it together due to all of this other crap - I'm taking one class, hopefully two next semester but it's crazy and I'm falling apart from all this. My geckos haven't been fed in ages and my iguanas need new light bulbs. I also don't have a regular job, so money, despite living at home is tight. I also just turned 24 (thank you subeta friends for once again making my online birthday far better than irl) and have nothing to speak of for it- I'm about 2/3 the way though an AS. On top of that, I need to take a driving test to get a liscense which has my anxiety through the roof, and do that before the end of the year. I also had to take my younger iguana to the vet, For a lump on her nose which they thankfully don't think is anything, but that's still another $100 out. I can't workout as much as I'd like because of the back problem and I'm working off a a tablet that's three years old which is showing signs of failure. I don't know if I can afford to get a new computer, a new tablet, AND get a data recovery firm to pull the last few months from my old drive. On top of that, I'm in debt to my parents for buying some things to try and get a small business going, which isn't going yet either.

The stress from everything is making it so I can't concentrate, I'm having a hard time singing parts in choir which is my only class. I also signed myself up for soloing in the church Christmas music program, too, which I'm really questioning at this point.

Someone please take away all my responsibilities and leave me in a room with wifi and a working computer and possibly my lizards.