I have made a CW i really just want to use for myself. Ive been on this site like 7+ years and i know basically nobody and I'm super introverted and i know ill never survive the slot process... its a nightmare.

My question is... basically i just want my own items for me, if someone else wants to buy it cool, but its for me. If i do this direct to cash shop thingy, will i get a copy out of it? It says one copy will go to the shop automatically. Does that mean i have to buy my item if i want to wear it? Whats the cheapest way for me to just wear my own stuff?

you get one copy of the item, and an unlimited number of copies will be placed in your cash shop but you can pick how many you want to make available on the 'manage shop' page. so yes, without slotting, the cheapest way to get your own copy of a cw is direct to cash shop.

ok cool at least i get my own it was worded to sound like i don't get jack

the submission page says

see i read that as... one copy will get placed in your inventory and then placed in your shop immediately, as if it were the same copy lol XD so its actually one copy in inventory + shop copies

yeah it is worded kind of weirdly