This could very well be Myles last day alive... I woke up to find a puddle of blood on his bed and diarrhea mixed with blood on the mat. He's drooling a lot and he wouldn't stop pacing. He is 10 years old. We got him when he was only a couple months. :(

Mom made him a vet appointment it's scheduled for 3pm today. Right now I'm exhausted. I was crying earlier. I just feel awful.

I want to make a pet on subeta thatll stand for Myles. A memorial for him of sorts. He is a beagle spaniel cross with tricoloring. He's got brown eyes. He's the smartest dog I know of. He was able to do a wide variety of tricks. He understood what it meant when you point at something. He could even say mama. I swear he can understand basic English sometimes.

I had to get my mom up to help me watch Myles. These final hours of his life will go by so slow.

I'm so sorry! :( Losing a pet is so hard. I think making a pet in memory of him would be a great idea!