AHHH i just needed some place to scream to the world that I asked someone out yesterday and he said yes!! * v *

okay that's not the part I'm excited about, because it's not that rare for me to ask people out, and I have a fairly high success rate too, BUT. I actually got pretty nervous yesterday and now I'm really happy because I've dated and I've done casual things, but THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IN ABOUT TEN YEARS THAT I'VE DATED SOMEONE I REALLY LIKE.

I feel like I'm in middle/high school again...I want to do gross things like hold hands and this hasn't happened to me in ten years.

the crying part is because...he actually had a crush on me last year and awkwardly somewhat asked me out and I thought it was super awkward/annoying/do-not-want, and he hasn't changed and is still just as annoying as always and he never knows when he should talk and when he should shut up, and I have no idea why I like him, but...well.

actually a few months ago one of my best friends told me, "you should just date him" and I told her that the day that happened would be the lowest point in my life... so I guess it's the lowest point of my life now, but I FEEL SO HAPPY.

I know this was a week ago but congratulations! c: Are the butterflies still there? It feels good to have someone in the spring to enjoy the pretty weather with.

yup, butterflies are still there, haha. we work together and has no poker face whatsoever, and every time he sees me and smiles like a fool, it makes me smile too. c:

Congratulations! I hope that the warm fuzzies are still present for you. Your initial thoughts towards him are a bit concerning, haha, but plenty of people have founded stable relationships off the same feelings. The best of luck to the both of you! I envy your confidence and I envy his ability to date his crush.

thanks! my friends keep trying to convince me of his good points...but my boyfriend himself said he doesn't care what i think of him as long as i like him hahaha.