I got a new hallucination the other night, my vision had changing patterns. Zig zags turning into waves etc. Even with my eyes closed. I told myself it was a hallucination and not real and it stopped.

But I keep seeing videos warping online and cant tell if it's real and the internet or if it's me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HGjeenyepVk Can anyone tell me if they see the video looking like it's warping or if it looks normal?

I hate not being able to trust my senses. Even my sense of smell. If I smell anything now I have to ask myself if it's real.

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First of all, I advise you to go to the doctor.

Tell him or her as precisely as possible what your problem is and if there is possible for you a neurological research.

I'm not a doctor so I don't dare advise you simply all based solutions on my own thoughts and feelings about your issue. (* bite on my tongue *)

All power to you!

Ah I forgot to mention ive been to 2 doctors...both pretty much said i have seizures. that's all. as if you cant have mental illness with them. ignorant doctors. im the only one in family with seizures, everyone else has hallucinations and delusions. id contiinue trying to get hellp but hear that antiphsychotics can effect seizures, and there are a ton of other problems. transportation...but thanks.