Don't know how where to to start...

Monday, I found out from a doctors message, that my kidneys are showing the beginning signs of failure... so.. yay? After work, i went home to collect the boyfriend/fiance and we put the dog out because he just cleaned and didn't want her to get into the trash... 30 minutes.. we went to the bank and got my haircut (no shampoo/wash/treatment) just a trim... We came home to find that she escaped the backyard and went to drive around to look for her. Well horrible part short, she was hit by a car.

I raised her from a puppy after a car accident left me hobbled for two years and she was the child i will probably never have. There is never enough pictures or enough time. She was 11/12 years old, and i believe it'll be a while before I can think about her without crying. There was going to be more.. but.. idk.. Here's some pictures of my princess..

Zoey Zoey2 Zoey3

I am very very sorry for your loss and also about your kidneys. Hug

You will be okay. I know it doesn't seem like it now, but you will be. You have to believe that. I'm so sorry that those two things had to happen at once. Sometimes it seems like life gives us more than we can bare, but somehow we get through it. I'll never forget my first cat, Zena. She was my best friend, my shadow, for so long. I got her when she was 8 weeks old and when she was 13 years old she developed bone cancer and I had to put her to sleep. Worst day of my life thus far. It's years past now and I still cry about her once in a while, but I have two more cats now and I love them too, but I will never forget my Zena.

I am so so so sorry to hear that. There really isnt much I can say to help... I know it has to be terrible. To lose anyone and get bad things thrown on top of it is never easy, trust me I know. Time will make it easier but it'll never fill the broken heart! ;-;

I am sending you lots of love and hugs!