Today I lost something really special to me. My boyfriend gave me a necklace the last time we met, and I've been wearing it since because it quickly became something that comforted me. The main reason I didn't ask to stay home this morning after a really rough night was because it made me feel better. But the pendant has a tendency to slip off. And today was the one time I didn't notice when it did. And I'm pretty sure it happened when I was walking outside. :c

I just spent over an hour retracing my steps with a flashlight in 1 degree weather.

The past few days have been rough for me. The pendant was something to hold, something to kiss to calm me down. And now all I have is the chain it was on. Its weird how much more vulnerable I feel now. I don't know what to do. What if I never see it again?

It's been a few days, have you managed to locate the pendant? I hope you have, I know what it feels like to have comfort items and feel lost without them. I have a set of rosary beads with a pendant and ring attached that belonged to each of my grandmothers. I wear it under my clothes when I'm having a particularly bad day. Please don't feel guilty if it is lost, it wasn't your fault! I know that it cannot be replaced in your heart but maybe use something temporarily until you find something else that works?