And no, I don't mean saying goodbye in like someone is dying, no I mean just knowing that you might see each other never again.

Just had to do his today and I can literally feel my heart breaking ino little pieces. We've been going through a lots of things, I even lived with him for two months and I couldn't have been happier. And suddenly he told me there were actually no hard feelings for me. Just in a moment everything broke apart. We didn't fight but he just told me he doesn't want to raise my hopes up...after being, well, "together" for 8 months maybe. I've been crying the whole day and working in customer service where you always have to be nice is not a good help...holding up my tears all the time actually made my back hurt, lol. And I got screamed at my ex in public (phrases like "little bitch and whore") which doesn't make my day better.

I could use a cigarette and some hugs T_T (oh, and if my stalking ex bf is reading this, have a warm F*CK YOU from me)

Doesn't really make sense to me how that just happens, but I'm so sorry that happened to you. ;_; Have a ton of hugs from me. ❤ Don't be so discouraged by what's happening right now. I'm sure things will get better. I hope you understand that you are neither a bitch, whore, or anything else he said you were. :) I hope you're doing okay though. Break ups are always tough.

Thank you :3 (just to clear things up...with my ex I don't mean this guy xD)

Yeah I figured. :) I just wanted to make sure you're not so down on yourself right now. I can tell you're a really good person. I don't know what caused the name calling (and it's not any of my business), but I'm sure it was really uncalled for, especially in public. I'm really sorry. No excuse for rudeness like that.

I'm sooo sorry that happened to you :c I know how you must feel now, I had something similar happening to me once, thought everything was alright and the next moment it was all gone .. I hope you're doing at least better than I did ... breakups are always hard .. -hugs you- It will get better with time and you'll find someone who truely loves you c:

It was because I smoked in public and things like cigarettes are stuff from satan or something like that wtf o_o

-hugs you back- I'm really feeling destroyed right now but I hope I feel better soon ^^'

... That's ridiculous. Like I said, no excuse. He could at least keep comments like that to himself.

I know :/

So, we talked to each other again and we're going to meet up again and he told that this a huge mistake from his side. I hope things turn out well...