I know I can't help her anymore, but I need to make myself feel better, because right now I feel like I wanna die myself. I thought of drinking me into a stupor, but there's not enough alcohol in the world to bring my baby-cat back. I got mixed feelings, wanna do bad stuff, but then I feel guilty and sorry, so I want to do good. Most of all I want to give all my life, but for one last hour with her in my arms...

After one day edit: thank you ALL for your support, it shows how much you all care by the number of replays...Sincere thanks accordingly.

Hello, darling! Q-Q I'm so so sorry to hear about your cat dying! It would absolutely break my heart the same way if I lost my precious kitty.

I'm also sad that no one posted on this sooner. I haven't been on in a few days, but I saw this and wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you and I hope you feel better. -hugs-

Oh no! -hugs tightly and sits you down with your favorite warm drink and wraps you up in a cozy blanket- What's happened to your baby-loves? I'm sorry no one replied. If I had been online yesterday, I would have said something. Tell me all about it, Lady-love! I'm here to listen! If you need to just pm me, that's alright too! I have had cats all of my life, so I know it hurts so much. :(

Aw! I'm sorry to hear that! huggles I understand how you feel as I had known the pain of losing a cat myself. Why didn't anyone reply to this post? If I had known about it, I would've replied sooner!

-hugs- I am so, so sorry. I've never lost a cat but I've lost other animals. It's like a piece of your soul was ripped out and all you can feel is the hole where your pet was.

Give it time.

One of the things that has helped me is doing volunteer/rehab/rescue work with other animals.

Just wanted to stop by and give you a -hug-, I have lived with cats all my life and lost quite a few throughout it and they are all family. People say cats are just cats but they aren't, atleast mine aren't. They all have personalities and when you raise them well they adore you. It hurts now just as it would had you lost a person but just know atleast you gave that cat a wonderful life and clearly loved them dearly. That was enough for them, so cheer up ^^

Thank you guys...I really appreciate it ❤