Some of this experience has just been awful. Right now, honestly?, I don't want to go back. If it was not for the job agency I am in that helps people find jobs I would not be volunteering there. The agency needed to know I could come consistently and each day after placing me in a not so great job which I did not pass. I forgot how bad it was before this one time I went there(my mind kind of blocked it out if it did happen.) Second to last time I went I wore this shirt I guess I was not supposed to wear. Next thing I know I hear whispers between the employees that she should not be welcomed back and she should not come back(yeah, just from one silly shirt.) When I left I was just met with death stares. I called the next day and asked the person there if they knew if I was being let go. They said I must have misheard because they were the only ones there and said they didn't say anything like that and that it was okay for me to come back.-when they said it, they said it nicely. I said I was sorry, that I must have misheard and thanked them. I go another day. Said Hi to the person working there. They said Hi back and than answered the phone. I thought, hey! maybe I did misheard it and it was just all in my head! Then I hear on the phone about them being told to tell a volunteer not to come back(yay! dread prevails to come back to me!) I wish those people before were honest and told me if I was being let go. Now it just sounds like their passing the puck to other people who work there. I am almost to nervous to go back there again. Every time I go I just keep thinking one of the people working there will be different and say, hey were letting you go, you can't come here anymore.(Yeah, thanks for wasting my time getting there.) I feel like I should call in advance before I go just to see if they want me there or not every time. I am honestly not sure what to do anymore. -sighs- I feel like its gonna be a nail tap into my coffin for the job agency if I have to tell them they let me go and have to go someplace else to volunteer. I know if I am let go its not the end of the world. It just sucks because I was there for a long time. To see it possibly just washed away. I know it could also be a possibility that they meant someone else. It's a little hard for me to believe that though, because I think I am the only consistent one that comes there.

I think you should just keep going until you get a firm "No, you're not allowed back," said directly to you in person. It just sounds like a crappy situation and I'm sorry you're in it. At least you know you're being the bigger person.

@ Dandelina thank you, I really needed that :)

Edit:Nooooooo!! Now the job agency wants me to stay for as long as I can, uurrrgggDx I was hoping it would just be for a little bitx~x