Oh, that doesn't sound good. So... do you have no boyfriend at the moment to talk to? It shouldn't be like that. Sorry. :o

I get that way sometimes myself, but to be honest, if I didn't have a boyfriend or a few close pals to vent to I don't know who I would turn to.

Do you have anyone near to your heart that can hear you out? There are always helplines in your area for kids and teenagers that need someone to talk to.

If you don't feel comfortable talking to strangers on the phone then you can always talk to people on Subeta. We all can relate to what you are feeling in some way. :-)

If all else fails, then you should talk to your parents or someone you feel close enough to about seeking further help with this. Don't put your sadness on the back burner or it could develop into something disastrous.

Best wishes. :-)

Does your country have any phone numbers you can contact when you're feeling down? We have a ton of those, it's like, you can be anonymous and tell the person on the other line (who are volunteers) about your feelings etc. Also, talking to yourself helps, I think. I do that and unknowingly, I give myself advice ._. weird. I talk to my pets, too XDD Cats always listen :P

But, you have maybe a close friend who would help you? Tell her you have to talk to her... some serious things... and I bet she'll help you. :o

I often talk to myself. Especially when I'm alone. Then I always say out loud what I'm thinking at the moment. :P

yeah. most of the time i don't have the imediate attention from my friends or family, so i go on subeta 2 talk 2 people who can give me advice and back me up if i feel like i'm going 2 die.