1 month-long conversation. The person¹ started to flirt on me and as usual, I've ignored. I was actually dating with someone else, but making myself unhappy for months since I got... tired, I think, and was pretending to be happy and make the person² happy too. I'm overprotector and sometimes I act like pretending to be satisfied with the circumstances to don't hurt someone. After thinking better about the situation, I broke up on my relationship and started over on that person¹. I was in high school and for some funny reason, my best friend and I were already moving to that person's school.

First week - betrayal topics coming up from that person's friends. It was weird. Solved the problem quickly and we were fine, but I never forgot how weird it was for a beginning. First month - awesome sauce. Perfect love-dovey movie alike. Next 2 months - things went weird. That person's began to show up a really jealous and possessive-aggressive behavior. At that point, I was in love with that person already for reasons I don't need to explain, same old story. Until the end - That person changed, became stupid and everything worst that I wouldn't even look at if I wasn't engaged. We were truly engaged, at 17. Really, I was near to decline its asking for engagement due COME ON, REALITY but I thought it would be disrespectful and would sound like I wasn't in love too.

Well, I'm kind of cold-hearted. I can't attach my self to other people easily and because of that, when I do I give all myself to that person. I think about it as negative point, personally, 'cause finding someone like that is as common as becoming invisible. /facepalm

The thing is that it have passed months already, almost one year since we broke up and such and suddenly these days, I came up dreaming with that person. Random bar scenario, I was with my university's friends and then that person was there, sitten back next to us. All I can remember is that we came up flirting, discussing and idk what more else. But the whole dream was focused on that person. The case is that I don't give a **** about that person nowadays, so its weird to me.

Why do I think that dream could say something? Because I'm used to dream up with weird things that brings me any message or future sights. I rarely truly dream, but when I do it happens. Its just that I can't understand this time. Idk what to think.