Hello! Quick tip for you to help you in your search for a cult - a lot of people on these boards aren't big fans of chatspeak (it just gets hard to read after a bit), caps (kind of like shouting), or tons of exclamation marks. So editing the title of this to simply "Looking for a cult! Help!" will help you find one. :)

It also helps if you post a few things that you're interested in like anime, art, writing, etc so that way you can find a group that's into similar things. Good luck!